BusterBunny
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Hey guys, this is gonna be somewhere between a monologue about how I found out I was ABDL and an ask, so bear with me!
I actually found out quite late in the game, unlike some of you who found an interest in padding and being a baby around early childhood to early teens, I found out at around the age of 15 (well, at least that's when my interests started) when I strayed into the ABDL section of a popular My Little Pony fiction site (I am not a brony may I add, but I do like My Little Pony) and found the stories intriguing and at first, I'd imagine myself in the caretaker role, because around 15 I wasn't quite ready to give up that teenage bravado and the whole "I'm an ADULT now! Not a child" So I did put off accepting that I was the baby, not the caretaker for quite a while. This is also where I had started looking at the Cuddlz website at my father's house and for quite a while it gave me a mixture of joy and shame that I was looking at these things and wanting them for my own.
Around the age of sixteen, where I also found out I was a human puppy, I started accepting the fact that I was ABDL, but could never bring myself to buy diapers, because in the house I was living in there was little to no privacy; I shared a room with my older sister where we had no cupboards, no wardrobes and the only drawers we had were occupied with her stuff, so I had literally nowhere to hide them. I was stuck with just making do with a towel and some safety pins when I was home alone for two years. Around this time I had (more late 16 early 17 ish) I was also questioning my sexuality... again, I had come out as bisexual, but it wasn't quite right, I didn't feel sexual attraction to... well, anyone, I still wanted a romantic relationship or a kink (non-sexual) based relationship with someone, but I never found anyone "sexy" or wanted to jump into bed with someone because of their attractiveness, I had finally figured out that I am Asexual. My sexuality played a big part in helping me accept the fact that I am ABDL
Now, this brings me to this year, it took a long ass time, but after I was given two AB diapers from a friend at a furmeet, I mustered up the courage and went out to buy some diapers and then, after three years I learnt to accept myself for who I am.
So, I have a question for you lot, who else found out much later than the average ABDL? Did anything play a large part in you finding out? And most importantly HOW did you find out?
I actually found out quite late in the game, unlike some of you who found an interest in padding and being a baby around early childhood to early teens, I found out at around the age of 15 (well, at least that's when my interests started) when I strayed into the ABDL section of a popular My Little Pony fiction site (I am not a brony may I add, but I do like My Little Pony) and found the stories intriguing and at first, I'd imagine myself in the caretaker role, because around 15 I wasn't quite ready to give up that teenage bravado and the whole "I'm an ADULT now! Not a child" So I did put off accepting that I was the baby, not the caretaker for quite a while. This is also where I had started looking at the Cuddlz website at my father's house and for quite a while it gave me a mixture of joy and shame that I was looking at these things and wanting them for my own.
Around the age of sixteen, where I also found out I was a human puppy, I started accepting the fact that I was ABDL, but could never bring myself to buy diapers, because in the house I was living in there was little to no privacy; I shared a room with my older sister where we had no cupboards, no wardrobes and the only drawers we had were occupied with her stuff, so I had literally nowhere to hide them. I was stuck with just making do with a towel and some safety pins when I was home alone for two years. Around this time I had (more late 16 early 17 ish) I was also questioning my sexuality... again, I had come out as bisexual, but it wasn't quite right, I didn't feel sexual attraction to... well, anyone, I still wanted a romantic relationship or a kink (non-sexual) based relationship with someone, but I never found anyone "sexy" or wanted to jump into bed with someone because of their attractiveness, I had finally figured out that I am Asexual. My sexuality played a big part in helping me accept the fact that I am ABDL
Now, this brings me to this year, it took a long ass time, but after I was given two AB diapers from a friend at a furmeet, I mustered up the courage and went out to buy some diapers and then, after three years I learnt to accept myself for who I am.
So, I have a question for you lot, who else found out much later than the average ABDL? Did anything play a large part in you finding out? And most importantly HOW did you find out?