Someplace in the middle. I'll only do #2 if I have time to build up a large deposit, and mainly have the house to myself to clean up. First time it happened, it was a genuine accident. It was when I discovered this side of life, and I had my first nasty case of bronchitis, so during the day that winter break I would tape myself up in plastic backed depends. I was recommended goji extract pills, and I was not prepared for the effects. I had just put on a fresh diaper, and I was drinking plenty of fluids, needless to say it was getting saturated. Then, I get that grumble, and the pressure building up, and I was terrified "this hasn't happened since I was little!" and finally the body overruled the will of the mind; I was in ecstasy of the sensation. Found out how difficult clean up was, but I sat around for a while, maybe 30 minutes, longest has only ever been an hour, just revisiting what it was like. Then when I was really sick with pneumonia, and couldn't handle either end, it was an immediate change, partially because I wasn't functioning to enjoy it mentally, but mainly it was a loose release and just felt gross