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Damn, OP. Your babysitter sounds like a real creep!
As for what starts these interests, I'm not sure you'll gain much insight from our answers. Most will tell you that they've wanted to wear diapers or return to babyhood since... well... babyhood. Almost. So, for that (relatively) large group, the answers you seek are lost in the mists of time. Others will point to specific things, like late potty-training, without pausing to consider that such things are clearly far more common than ABDL, and so are clearly not causes of ABDL by themselves. Even the deep-down workings of our sexualities, like the oft-cited "imprinting" mechanism, fail as meaningful answers for ABDL because they're things we've all been through or dealt with, whether or not we ended up liking diapers. One might as well trip and fall, and then blame gravity for it. Nope. Even your own story, while unusual and obviously diaper-related, is probably only one player in a conspiracy of events, circumstances, predispositions, etc., that led to (the realization of) your diaper fetish.
IMO.
As for me, I can't remember a time when I didn't want to wear diapers. I was borrowing my younger sister's diapers when I was six. {shrug} What caused that? I'm going with "unknowable."
As for what starts these interests, I'm not sure you'll gain much insight from our answers. Most will tell you that they've wanted to wear diapers or return to babyhood since... well... babyhood. Almost. So, for that (relatively) large group, the answers you seek are lost in the mists of time. Others will point to specific things, like late potty-training, without pausing to consider that such things are clearly far more common than ABDL, and so are clearly not causes of ABDL by themselves. Even the deep-down workings of our sexualities, like the oft-cited "imprinting" mechanism, fail as meaningful answers for ABDL because they're things we've all been through or dealt with, whether or not we ended up liking diapers. One might as well trip and fall, and then blame gravity for it. Nope. Even your own story, while unusual and obviously diaper-related, is probably only one player in a conspiracy of events, circumstances, predispositions, etc., that led to (the realization of) your diaper fetish.
IMO.
As for me, I can't remember a time when I didn't want to wear diapers. I was borrowing my younger sister's diapers when I was six. {shrug} What caused that? I'm going with "unknowable."