Back! After a year since my last break, I just took a break for a few weeks. I didn't really want to wear diapers for the past few weeks but I can't wait to get cozy tonight in my Big Tot PJs (matching dinosaur onesie and shorts) and a comfy diaper!
Well, it's been a few days since my now ex-wife has moved out. I like to give things time before I come to a conclusion (let the novelty wear off) but I LOVE SLEEPING LIKE A BABY! I've been sleeping in my footed LSK with a paci clipped on, diaper, and bottle of warm milk (stage 3 formula Enfagrow). It's unbelievable how calming and comfortable all of this is.
This morning I once again got called a freak and told I need therapy, all because my wife (we are separating) saw that I ordered a (normal non ABDL) footed onesie from leveret.com - I definitely have a "partner" who needs a macho manly man with out any sensitive side or imperfections.
After 7 years my marriage has ended. We are on very very good terms and look forward to an amicable and friendly future where we will continue to be best friends. Our marriage was complicated with several issues, for one there is zero romance/affection; but my ABDL side pushed it over the edge. It's all bitter sweet.
I had a bit of time to myself tonight AND having a few beer... so I thought I would test out wearing Rearz Dino training pants with a Rearz Rebel pocket diaper and two inserts.... it held up well for the first two wettings but after the third it started leaking out at my thighs/legs when I sat down. I'm still not sold on cloth. I'm happily in a dry Rearz Lil Monsters now!
Wow, yesterday evening I did my chores and tidying up... around 8:30PM I laid down on the couch to take a break and wait for my wife to come home, I decided to grab my pacifier. It was so nice laying on the couch with it! I started falling asleep after a few minutes I adore how I instinctively/unconsciously suck on it as I'm half asleep, its a Tommee Tippee Day & Night paci for 18-36 Months.
I've been slowly embracing my AB side. When I joined the community I was exposed to adult babies, at first I was turned off... no offense... but images of old men wearing wigs and blush and big dresses was a shock. I've learned that my AB side involves having warm toddler formula in a Nuk bottle, pacifiers, footed PJs (LSK), my new soft fleece blanky, and diapers. It's the most peaceful thing I've ever done.
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I've been a member for almost two years and this is my first profile post. I enjoy reading other members updates and it seems like a good way to talk and share what I am up to or how I am feeling. Facebook has become a political, opinionated, negative battle ground.