- Diaper Lover
How did you discover adblsI think mine comes from sensory. I had liked diapers as a toddler and liked wearing them and how nice it felt when I would pee in them. Then I gave that up when I was 3 and wasn't into diapers at all for 6 years and then I realized by the age of 9 it was something I wanted again. I remember feeling thrilled when I discovered adult diapers at age 10 in the supermarket right next to the menstrual pads. They were Depend diapers and they were green and the pack was red and white. Some of the diapers were white too. I discovered ABDLs when I was 12 on accident and I knew I wanted to wear them again and even wanted to go 24/7. It wasn't possible then due to my age and because of my parents and lack of income. I did start buying them in my junior year of high school when I had my driver's license and had my allowance. I couldn't afford 24/7 then and because of my mom's negative attitude about me wearing them.
I have always blamed my liking on diapers on my childhood and stuff because of my immaturity and being behind my developmental level and difficulty fitting in and my self esteem being affected by other kids because I was "retarded" "slow" "stupid" but I see I will always like diapers and nothing will ever resolve it so no need for me to make excuses about it to justify it.