Forgot to wear a belt and my pants button popped off today while I was helping a friend, a handkerchief tied between my belt loops served as a temporary fix and saved my modesty. I was wearing a tykables Cammies diaper, no one saw it thankfully.
The more love we put out in the world, the more that its reflected back to us, its a karmic kinda thing. Helping out the helpless can be very rewarding to our self image, give us a reason to love ourselves. If you can't love yourself, how can you love anyone else, or expect anyone else to love you? That's a big part of why we want caregivers, we want the unconditional love that may have been denied to us.
Got audio of me getting up in my sleep and using the potty again, still ended up in a wet diaper by morning. Sometimes I lock the bathroom door to prevent me from sleep walking and using the potty. I get annoyed when this happens and I wake up in a super dry thick diaper.
Sometimes I wish I could know what happened to the people I use to know in this scene back in the 90's. I remember one guy was working pretty hard on getting an ABDL diaper made, we talked about it on DPF forums. I only stayed in touch with one person I knew in the scene from the 90's. Hell I still wonder what happened to the people I knew in places like Yahoo chat.
I am depressed, I have no real friends anymore offline, there are a few, and I have seen them a handful of times in the last 8 years. November will make it 9 years since I got my brains smashed in and lost my career and most of the friends that came with it. Im gonna go hang out with homeless dogs.
Is it fairly common to find it very difficult to read large chunks of text that has little to no format or structure?
No paragraph breaks or spacing? I see lots of posts that are very well written, that use good form here. I don't see that so much on places like facebook.
I ask as I use to not really struggle but I think my brain damage/mild aphasia/vision issue have great exasperated this issue for me.
Starting to think I am probably part furry I just dont have a fursona or a pursuit or anything like that. I would label me mildly furry, I have had friends that are very deep into the scene, I think it sparks my curiosity. I do hang out with dogs more than people and do like animated animal movies. That damn Tom & Jerry cartoon with the baby mouse in a diaper, Jerry nephew... I so wanted to be that little mouse.
Did Tykables change their plastic, the latest shipment I finally got some Puppers, and I am a happy puppy! the plastic is like Pampers plastics, or 6 tape Attends. This may be too much if they got the plastic right
kinda annoyed by the issue on environmental waste I produce in my love of diapers, really need to find a way to process disposable diaper waste. I have tried cloth, if that was my only option I would probably wear cloth, but I wouldn't wear 24/7. Last time I tried cloth I ended up quitting diapers, and I spiraled into a very angry and depressed person.