I nearly commented on a political post and I wrote something, but was able to walk away and not post it. Sometimes I like to argue and it is fun but it doesn't end up making me happy, Ive hurt friends, so I don't so that anymore.
I am 43 year old that wants to be the 11 year old that wants to be the 5 year old that wants to be the 2 year old who wants to be loved. Sometime I can switch too. Sometimes I deny all and its like I am trying to bury my inner child alive. My inner child is annoying and needy and smelly and he won't shut up.
I have to make a trip to the city to see my neurologist today, I also have a UTI or prostatitis. Today is a day I actually need diapers, as I am peeing a lot, the urge hits again me not long after I have voided. Its about an hour and half drive.
Tiny Toons just had the episode with Baby Plucky getting potty trained on it, I love that episode. Cartoons in diapers are some of the cutest, plus Plucky was still wearing diapers as an older duck as the potty training didn't take.
Brand new Paci from Little for Big just arrived. I am very happy. I bought the black one, a little more discretions, I have another one and a bottle on the way too, usually I don't go this far but its really helping me get in the space
I told a girl I have had a long time crush on my "little" secret, not expecting too get in a real relationship or anything, just acceptance from someone I had a genuine crush on, something I hadn't felt in many years. She was very understanding of some of the stuff I kinda hinted at like I like to be "little". Today I told all in a text message. Waiting for her to read it all and her response.
Getting real tired of people getting mad at me on sites like facebook and then deciding to remain "friends" not tell me why they are upset at me, and refusing to ever talk to me again, they don't block me or unfriend me, they just act like I am dead. Makes it hard to ever get close to people.
Woke up dry yesterday, but wet this morning. Didn't have any wet mornings till I decided I had to go back in diapers again, so I think this is totally mental conditioning and will power, with possibly a twist of little me dreaming.
Woke up two days in a row now with a wet diaper, I am starting to think that when I sleep and get into a dream state that it is often "little Me" at the wheel. All it took was letting little me out of the hole I buried him in.
Ever realize a day or so too late that your old pants have hole in the rear end, that show your underwear? Yeah... I was wearing plastic pants which could at least be mistaken for very boyish underwear or boxers, and not a naked diaper. One person did give me an odd smile...
New profile pic, I have struggled to fine the perfect pic of me that wouldn't be to revealing of my adult identity. This was in 2008 on Halloween. I actually went that far as to wear a self customized adult diaper and Huggies t-shirt to a party. I even went to the grocery store dressed like that to buy wipes, powder and beer. Didn't get any negative comments but was followed around the store by a few people.