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  • I nearly commented on a political post and I wrote something, but was able to walk away and not post it. Sometimes I like to argue and it is fun but it doesn't end up making me happy, Ive hurt friends, so I don't so that anymore.
    I am 43 year old that wants to be the 11 year old that wants to be the 5 year old that wants to be the 2 year old who wants to be loved. Sometime I can switch too. Sometimes I deny all and its like I am trying to bury my inner child alive. My inner child is annoying and needy and smelly and he won't shut up.
    I saw an old Animaniacs opening scene today and they did a version of the rugrats opening but with the Warners, it was pretty cute, hadn't seen it before.
    I have to make a trip to the city to see my neurologist today, I also have a UTI or prostatitis. Today is a day I actually need diapers, as I am peeing a lot, the urge hits again me not long after I have voided. Its about an hour and half drive.
    watched Wolfwalkers on HBO TV last night, it was a modern hand drawn animation masterpiece. Highly recommend it.
    feeling kinda lonely lately, it seems after age 40 friends stop answering their phones or calling people back. I spend a lot of time here refreshing what's new to keep myself entertained.
    Brand new Paci from Little for Big just arrived. I am very happy. I bought the black one, a little more discretions, I have another one and a bottle on the way too, usually I don't go this far but its really helping me get in the space
    I wanted to shoot out to all of you a huge thank you, I have been terribly lonely lately and I needed friends like you folks. Lots of love.
    Woke up and was surprised I was wet when I rolled over and felt the thickness of my diaper between my legs, I love genuine surprises like a wet diaper when I wake up, makes me feel so little.
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    Also I cried like a baby again in my sleep last night, not sure how related that is to me wetting in my sleep, could be dream related I guess. I never cry for more than like 15 seconds, at least the times I have records it.
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    When I told my therapist about my wet she said it could be a dream even if I didn’t remember after, if you are crying is probably something with emotional root
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    I told a girl I have had a long time crush on my "little" secret, not expecting too get in a real relationship or anything, just acceptance from someone I had a genuine crush on, something I hadn't felt in many years. She was very understanding of some of the stuff I kinda hinted at like I like to be "little". Today I told all in a text message. Waiting for her to read it all and her response.
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    just having a crush on someone was amazing to be honest, its not all sexual like it usually is for me, its more like a big boy crush on someone, not that I don't have sexual fantasies. Makes me feel alive again to have a crush.
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    I deleted everything I wrote her after she failed to read it in 24 hours time. I wrote way too much
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    so she wanted to know, what I deleted so I told her in a very short basic way, she kinda understood but thought of it as a kink and I kinda explained its more than that. She was at least kind and understanding. So heart not broken.
    Getting real tired of people getting mad at me on sites like facebook and then deciding to remain "friends" not tell me why they are upset at me, and refusing to ever talk to me again, they don't block me or unfriend me, they just act like I am dead. Makes it hard to ever get close to people.
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    That's one of many reasons I killed my FB accounts. FB is growing not only intensely dull but increasingly hypocritical, snobbish...and then there's other little legal issues Zucky and Crew keep tripping up on.
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    I get tired of we got to accept all the marginalized groups, but ABDL not being on the list, and if I was to go public there would be some that would just say he wants to hurt children, and that's not anywhere near the truth, in fact in some places getting outed could put me in danger, like being gay in some places is dangerous. I am also bisexual.
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    Two words: politics and fashion. That's all Facebook is anymore.
    I was tempted to tell a friend suffering from insomnia how I figured out the fix that lets me sleep like a baby, decided that the joke is a bit too much.
    one of my doggies chewed up my paci, not sure if I have to go to the store to get another one or if I can wait for the big one I order to come, it really helps me get to sleep fast.
    Woke up dry yesterday, but wet this morning. Didn't have any wet mornings till I decided I had to go back in diapers again, so I think this is totally mental conditioning and will power, with possibly a twist of little me dreaming.
    Woke up two days in a row now with a wet diaper, I am starting to think that when I sleep and get into a dream state that it is often "little Me" at the wheel. All it took was letting little me out of the hole I buried him in.
    Ever realize a day or so too late that your old pants have hole in the rear end, that show your underwear? Yeah... I was wearing plastic pants which could at least be mistaken for very boyish underwear or boxers, and not a naked diaper. One person did give me an odd smile...

    mistakes made after a long break.
    I did that creeperish thing where I look at other's profile after they post on a thread I post on and have to ask. OMG please tell me hell is all I hoped it would be when I get there! LOL
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    I forgot that I had said I was in hell, wasn't sure just what the hell is he talking about?, that was 5 years ago, I got better, I need to change it but I forgot how. I'll fix it soon, hell was bad, but I survived it. Spent many years alone recovering from a brain injury, still recovering, always will be, but I am in a much better space these days.
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    Well, it sucks to hear that hell sucks. But, I didn't realize for you it was due to an injury and I'm glad to hear that you are in a better place. Much love!
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    New profile pic, I have struggled to fine the perfect pic of me that wouldn't be to revealing of my adult identity. This was in 2008 on Halloween. I actually went that far as to wear a self customized adult diaper and Huggies t-shirt to a party. I even went to the grocery store dressed like that to buy wipes, powder and beer. Didn't get any negative comments but was followed around the store by a few people.
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