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  • one of my doggies chewed up my paci, not sure if I have to go to the store to get another one or if I can wait for the big one I order to come, it really helps me get to sleep fast.
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    forrest0160
    forrest0160
    It's not stupid. It's cute, and if it helps you sleep, there's nothing wrong with it.
    Aby
    Aby
    Thanks, sometimes I wish I wasn't a big baby, it seems like waste of money and bad for the environment, but I am who I am, and I'm really working harder to love little me, after a long period of self neglect and denial
    forrest0160
    forrest0160
    That's good. I had a similar period that ended about 2 months ago. I couldn't stand it.
    Woke up dry yesterday, but wet this morning. Didn't have any wet mornings till I decided I had to go back in diapers again, so I think this is totally mental conditioning and will power, with possibly a twist of little me dreaming.
    Woke up two days in a row now with a wet diaper, I am starting to think that when I sleep and get into a dream state that it is often "little Me" at the wheel. All it took was letting little me out of the hole I buried him in.
    Ever realize a day or so too late that your old pants have hole in the rear end, that show your underwear? Yeah... I was wearing plastic pants which could at least be mistaken for very boyish underwear or boxers, and not a naked diaper. One person did give me an odd smile...

    mistakes made after a long break.
    I did that creeperish thing where I look at other's profile after they post on a thread I post on and have to ask. OMG please tell me hell is all I hoped it would be when I get there! LOL
    Aby
    Aby
    I forgot that I had said I was in hell, wasn't sure just what the hell is he talking about?, that was 5 years ago, I got better, I need to change it but I forgot how. I'll fix it soon, hell was bad, but I survived it. Spent many years alone recovering from a brain injury, still recovering, always will be, but I am in a much better space these days.
    ThatHiddenDL
    ThatHiddenDL
    Well, it sucks to hear that hell sucks. But, I didn't realize for you it was due to an injury and I'm glad to hear that you are in a better place. Much love!
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    New profile pic, I have struggled to fine the perfect pic of me that wouldn't be to revealing of my adult identity. This was in 2008 on Halloween. I actually went that far as to wear a self customized adult diaper and Huggies t-shirt to a party. I even went to the grocery store dressed like that to buy wipes, powder and beer. Didn't get any negative comments but was followed around the store by a few people.
    SoS7883
    SoS7883
    By the way I wrote u again privately
    Aby
    Aby
    It was a very soaked diaper, with huggies as stuffers. I was lucky to get changed before driving off, shouldn't have driven that night, but needed to get home to my dogs.
    SoS7883
    SoS7883
    Did you wear another dip?when you changed?
    M
    Aby, There's more to all of this than what meets the eye... I hope you'll see this as a positive learning experience and not resort to going down in flames... You've got to give yourself, and this life... a better chance... this is the only life to concern yourself with now. You can't actually say that you've done everything you could/can, when you haven't lived the entirety of this life... I don't think it's like missing a bus... to hell with this one, I'll catch the next... you've got to ride this one 'till the wheels fall off... I believe that I understand some of your anguish... and I believe that you have much more to see now... it's bigger than you alone... and you are not alone... even if lonely today!

    Much regards,
    -Marka
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    no worries I had a melt down a few nights ago and said some stuff in anger, its all good now.
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