When did you realise you weren’t the only person in the world who likes to wear nappies?

I nearly got sent to a referral unit but got sent to a special school at aged 11 in year 7. I found ic nappies there and was stealing them until I got caught but still continued stealing them. My social worker and child psychologist decided for my foster parents to buy Ic nappies from than on due to attachment problems. I have always had a love for nappies and it continues 20 years later.
 
When I got internet service for first time in 1999(AOL). It didn't take long to discover, I'm not alone
 
Well, as many here, I had still a bit of youth without internet where I thought I was the only person in the world with such a strange desire. I must've been around 16 when I discovered there were other people who like diapers. I had the desire to wear diapers for as long as I can remember. It was a revelation that changed my self perception completely. I felt a little less awkward and a little less alone since that.
 
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Jerry Springer. Lol
 
For me, I was around 12-13 (so about 2014-15). I was just typing random 4-letter words in google. Randomly typed 'ABDL' because it looked funny. You should've seen my shock
 
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In late 90’s.
On internet. Stumbled on some blogs on internet where folks discused diaper wear etc. Then diapers were not “my thing”, it became 6-7 years latter , when I was in my late twenties
 
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When Internet came and I found dpf by sheer luck and I realised there wasn't only myself
 
I for sure was not looking, was just kind of a guilty pleasure whenever I got the chances to try when I was like 7 and up.

in a way it was never odd to me since I went to a disability school and there just was always kids that had not control over there mind or body, I didn't know there was a bigger world to it until I was like 16. dont know what I saw now but I think diaper story's come to me around that time and everything just followed at that point.

since it was a guilty pleasure and I just didn't have the need to wear a diaper all that often I used to just try and forget about that part of me and get on with what I saw as more important in life.
 
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littleph0enix said:
I for sure was not looking, was just kind of a guilty pleasure whenever I got the chances to try when I was like 7 and up.

in a way it was never odd to me since I went to a disability school and there just was always kids that had not control over there mind or body, I didn't know there was a bigger world to it until I was like 16. dont know what I saw now but I think diaper story's come to me around that time and everything just followed at that point.

since it was a guilty pleasure and I just didn't have the need to wear a diaper all that often I used to just try and forget about that part of me and get on with what I saw as more important in life.
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It was actually a Jerry Springer episode for me. I remember I was at my family's beach house out an Eastern North Carolina. I was probably 9 or so at the time. All I remember is watching this person in a diaper and in a giant crib and thinking that's exactly what I wanted. Of course that wasn't exactly a positive look. The entire thing was pretty mocking.

Honestly, I didn't learn about others completely until my family got our first computer.
 
I was maybe 50 years old when I got highspeed internet for the first time. I was actually wearing (pee-peeing in, was it poopooing in) a diapie when I first Googled "adult diapers," and came across a whole trove of stuff. Before that I imagined myself the only older adult wanting to wear diapies. I thought about wearing them and going potty in my pants since I was a little kid, tried adult diapies for the first time when I was maybe 30. It was eye-opening for me to realize there were lots of others like me out there.
 
I think it was just recently I stumbled across it on the internet, two or three years ago. I can't remember how I found it, maybe through porn. At first it started out as a sexual thing for me, but now I actually yearn to have diapers on, stare at the diaper aisle longingly, surf the web on more stuff to look at. My parents ingrained into me that I shouldn't have desires most of my life so when I started down the rabbit hole of being a diaper lover, I felt like I shouldn't because it wasn't right to. My partner recently just reaffirmed their support for me doing this, so I feel a lot more confident about it. One of my biggest problems was that of having no one to talk to about it, so I tried to hide it from everyone. The more my partner reassures me and the more I browsed the web, the more I realized that it wasn't just me that enjoyed wearing diapers. I actually got to diaper my partner once because they didn't want to wet themselves on the couch while they napped and it was a gratifying experience.
 
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2006 I went on Google. I was 16. I found deekers diapers and kids on the good nites forums would have their own threads about being diaper lovers.
 
Think I was around 16 when I read an article in one of the porno mags us lads had at work, it was a family man married with two children who played Rugby for his town who could not understand why he was always wanting to wear Nappies, he had no idea why but only knew it was what he wanted !I
After reading that item I realised I was not necessarily Broadmoor material, over the years I found a couple of things in porn mags at work that ere Nappy related but my eyes were really opened by the internet once I typed in Nappies, so here I am.

For those not familiar Broadmoor is probably the most well known mental asylum in Britain.
 
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PCS said:
As I have related in my origin story post, until I was about 13 I thought that I was the only person in the world who liked to wear nappies.

That was until I read a letter to an Agony Aunt column in a newspaper in the school library from a man who liked to wear nappies and be treated as a baby.

I couldn’t believe what I was reading and I went back to that letter every day for the rest of the week (when the papers were thrown away).

I remember I was in Year 8 (Second Year of Secondary School).

Before that, with all my nappy antics (pinching them, wearing them, disposing of them secretly, salivating over the nappy aisle in the supermarkets, yearning to be the child in the Pull-Ups adverts or the sleeping boy on the pack of Sainsbury’s Performers Night Time nappies), I thought I was the only one.

When and how did you discover that there were others like us out there?
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I discovered about the ABDL community in my freshman year of college and started off with Bambino diapers around 2009, having their packages sent to the campus mailroom so I could keep them hidden as I was living with my parents at the time. Daily Diapers and a few other sites caught my attention, and it was cool seeing photos and reviews of different products so I could plan ahead. 🥰
 
Had the fascination my entire life from my earliest memories around 2013 I did a fabled search “wanting to wear nappies/diapers as a teen” and that was that I was shocked to see it was such a huge thing nowhere near as big and as accepted now but it was still quite a shock! I remember back then it was seen as a mental health issue and wouldn’t have been accepted so easily.
 
I don’t remember all of the specifics, but when I was a Freshman in High School I was in health class one day and a student told a joke implying that another student in my class (who was a year younger than my age) was a diaper lover (this was pre-internet (around 1990)). One of the girls asked if that was really a thing and the teacher simply said that it is and then moved right on to the actual subject of that day‘s health lecture (which I think was nutrition and caloric intake).

I also seem to remember that later in the 1990s (before I started using the Internet) one of the books in “The Straight Dope” series briefly mentioned this subject.
 
One day in my dumpster, I found these huge blue diapers amongst the other garbage in there, and was just in shock. Who would wear a diaper that huge? Who could that be for? It was a size I already knew that wouldn't fit me, but that night, I took them anyway. I think I got 4 of them. Took them to my room and had no clue how to put them on. I think I threw them away, but I'm not really sure what happened to them. This was in 2005.
 
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In the 90's, late-night Channel 4 "Eurotrash" introduced a lot of bizarre stuff to a lot of people.
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This was public service broadcasting at its best. Pi-pi en po-po should get a medal.

Eurotrash, DPF, the amazing Melysa! Then bytemine and DiaperGal then so on…..
 
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When I started looking for disposables to deal with my spinal injury at local pharmacies and online vendors, just WoW, I could not believe it!
 
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