When did you realise you weren’t the only person in the world who likes to wear nappies?

as for learning i wasnt alone, my diaper wearing really only began around 15. by that time i was on the internet and such. i had been a lurker on ADIDC for a very long time. it only occurred to me to make an account recently!
 
An online search when I was 13, in like 2000. Pretty sure I first googled "teens who wear diapers" and it yielded lots of results.

I don't remember thinking "I am not the only one, wow!" But rather, "Oh, some others have this deep secret, too".
 
Several years back when I got up the nerve to actually get on some adult fetish sites. I had no idea how common some of my fetishes are with others. It started when I googled "enemas" and found a site that had multiple forums regarding enemas and most every other fetish known to mankind. Anyway, while searching out info regarding enemas, I found this site has a huge presence for the ABDL community, as well. ADISC is the 3rd site I regularly visit as the diaper fetish is discussed here much more actively than on the other 2 sites. Interestingly enough, I have what I consider 3 other major fetishes that I had no idea so many others were into. But, they don't really pertain to diapers; so, I won't discuss them here.
 
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I first found out about it when I stumbled upon dpf.com. Mind blown. 🤯😳
 
Ever since I had access to the internet, I was fully aware that I was not the only one that loved to wear diapers, but I mainly liked looking at girls in diapers so....
 
For me, it was June 2001, and I was 17. Before then, I was aware of adult diapers from places like the Sears Catalog, and had known about Goodnites from magazine ads. I had been following the Goodnites online forum since around its beginnings in approximately 1998, looking for signs that other teens were like me, and wanted to wear diapers.

In June 2001, there was a breakthrough. Someone posted that their child was purposefully wetting their Goodnites because they liked them. Among the responses to that post, was a link to the website "when kids love diapers" (or WKLD). I visited the site, and was so happy to learn that I was not alone. From that site, there was a link to DPF, where I learned a lot more about ABs and DLs. It still took me a few years to be brave enough to buy my own diapers after that, but since then, I have come to have a greater acceptance and enjoyment of my DL side.
 
I remember the Deeker site too - there was IIRC a whole host of stories atthe time that as a teen myself I didnt think about, but looking back now you think 'OMFG'.

I think its not been taken down by IWF as its just on the right side of legality - I found something once that came up in some ABDL fiction that left me deeply uncomfortable, but working out a way to report it was hard and they are overwhelmed with actual sites of footage/images to handle - so some random fetish site is not on their action list sadly :-(
 
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Being an older person, realizing that I wasn't alone came about not through the internet but by magazine.

I had purchased a magazine called Forum Variations or something like that when I was about 20. There was a letter about some adult wearing a diaper. There were additional letters in future issues of the magazine that I got. This started me thinking that I wasn't alone but I was not quite sure. We all know some of those letters are not real and I wasn't 100% convinced that the diaper letters were real.
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Same for me, mainly reading Forum magazine (although I rarely bought it, generally stood in the newsagents reading it!) and also saw a readers letter in a 'normal' porno mag (Forum was all written stuff)
 
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I was 12 when I discovered I wasn't the only person in the world who liked diapers. I had no idea people just chose to wear them because they liked them. I saw a bunch of message boards by people saying they like diapers and parents talking about their kids wearing them for bed wetting and stuff. Then I found AB pages and adults dressed up like babies and I also found Ashley's Diaper Adventures. It was listed as Untitled then.
 
I was about 14, and I saw a special on tv about abdl people & culture. I suddenly realized I wasn’t alone. Thanks to the internet, I’ve accepted myself
 
I was in my late teens when I found out I wasn’t alone. I’d been wetting my pants for pleasure for about five years by then, and pooping them too sometimes for about three years. I would sometimes do it while imagining being a little boy having an accident, or a baby wetting and soiling my diapers.

My biggest “you are not alone” moment was finding a paperback book called “Men in Love” hidden at my summer camp. In an outhouse, of all places. It’s hundreds of pages of men’s honest sexual fantasies, written anonymously and edited with curiosity and compassion by a woman named Nancy Friday.

Virtually all of it was eye opening to me, but the jaw-dropper was a whole chapter on “watersports,” that included several of my most secret pleasures and fantasies. Women helplessly wetting their pants as their husbands watched. Couples caught short and desperate, giving each other permission to wet, and ending up at home letting the rest go on purpose in total arousal and having passionate sex in the aftermath. And a guy who said “My first and foremost fantasy is to be a baby again“ and described pinning himself in diapers and plastic incontinence pants, “mail-ordered to preserve anonymity” and wetting himself again and again.

Around then there was also a letter titled “Adults in Diapers” in a forum style magazine, smuggled to summer camp by someone much more worldly than me. It was practically my first encounter with porn of any kind and another heart-pounding sign that my little secret did not make me the weirdest kid in the history of the world.
 
When I looked it up online. I was so jealous of others able to wear diapers at that time.
 
Probably some time in my late 20's read an article in magazine about wetting pleasures... then in 1995 I found the internet holly smokes first search on the ol interweb yielded so much about it I was floored..so let's see 1995 I was 40 ish still not much about diapers ,,, nut Patches place , wet set a few other site I can't remember,, about 2005 I really discover diapers and others were into them
 
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My biggest “you are not alone” moment was finding a paperback book called “Men in Love” hidden at my summer camp. In an outhouse, of all places. It’s hundreds of pages of men’s honest sexual fantasies, written anonymously and edited with curiosity and compassion by a woman named Nancy Friday.
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I had copies of Nancy’s books growing up. I found one at a thrift store and was able to sneakily buy it. Then over time found the rest. Unfortunately I got rid of them in a purge. But a few years ago I found pdf copies.
 
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When the internet really hit the scene in the mid-90’s. I remember typing in “adults who like diapers” into a search engine and I was blown away. I finally realized I was not alone and not the only teen boy who wanted to be in Pampers.
 
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I was such a young starter (4&1/2 - 5) that I was too young to get beset by said thoughts of singularity. I had a few months of maybe out-growing nappies myself too but by the age of six I ended up in a friendship with a more hardcore AB, he was only a year older than me but he had parents who really went along with the roleplay (very lucky kid), he grew out of ABism and well ...hello y'all!
In terms of numbers though I suppose I thought there be a lot of big babies back when I wasn't even into double figures.
Finally of course internet access made everything very clear!!!!!
 
In the 1990's early internet. I also saw something in playboy before that.
 
I remember liking diapers when young. I would always make makeshift ones because I couldnt at that time go and buy baby or adult diapers . I also crafted a pair of plastic pants to fit me. They were from a group yard sale that had tons of baby stuff and I managed to get a few pairs that didnt sell after the event. So I was able to be somewhat diapered at a younger age. I did think I was the only one like this. I did though come across an episode of the Phil Donahue show which featured these grown men in baby clothes and diapers. I was amazed to see other people into diapers but the way they were into it wasnt like me. I wasnt so much into the baby aspect, just wearing thick diapers. I also wasnt overly amazed at how they were quite older men doing this. I almost was afraid in a way this is what I would become! I remember my grandma remarking how weird these people were and in my mind thinking if she only knew of my diaper thoughts.....So the show sort of gave me an odd glimpse into the fact others did have diaper thoughts out there. To this day I fall under the DLtitle and not the Adult Baby aspect.
 
I kinda knew I wasn’t alone around the time my interest in diapers returned around mid to late teen years and watching YouTube videos of others showing off their Goodnites and Pull-Ups.
 
when I was 27 at work there was a nugget magazine on our eating table and a story about a diapered couple that we're dating, just about had a heart attack, snuck it home with me
 
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