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Thanks for your thoughts and perspective. I'll go back to the Gospels and try to read them with fresh eyes. I'll be honest, I see things as being more complicated. It doesn't seem to be an accident or misunderstanding that Christianity has had a robust ascetical tradition. The groundwork is all there in the Gospels, alongside and within a call to love others and ourselves. (I want to be clear that I'm just sharing the impressions of a troubled young man. I don't presume to tell anyone what Christianity is, just trying to communicate the bind I feel myself in.)dogboy said:I think part of the problem is that we don't understand God. I certainly don't. The historical church sees God as a father and that makes God a person, at least seen in our human terms. Hollywood is even worse. But I think God is a force and one that believes in balance. Think about how the universe works: how we work. Our bodies in order to live, must have balance, especially in terms of our own chemistry. The universe needs balance, gravitational pulls balancing one object against another, molecules balancing between protons, neutrons and electrons.
So I don't think God intends for us to hate ourselves unless we've done something terribly wrong, something that upsets the balance like taking another live. Even if you feel bad about wearing and using diapers, you can balance it off by doing something nice for someone else. The teachings of Christ is all about caring for others and that includes caring for yourself. I lived with a lot of guilt when I was a teenager and in college. All it did was make me depressed. Life and living is so much bigger than diapers. Good people, I think, get to wear diapers if that's what they want.
We're urged to take up our cross daily and follow him. On the other hand, it's said that if we do we'll find the yoke easy and the burden light. So what if I try and I don't find it that way? I don't know. I guess that means something has gone wrong. Maybe I picked up the wrong cross!
I appreciate the statement that life is so much bigger than diapers.