For me it started when I was young, 8yo ish… I had found unused diapers my parents had packed in the basement which were left over from being potty trained. Feeling adventurous I tried one on it felt super comfortable and also embarrassing that I was wearing it. I never put it back on from the first time but kept thinking about how it felt. I did not explore this any further until…
In college I had wet my bed one night after a night of exhaustive partying. Cleaned everything up without my roommates noticing and figure I did not want to go through this again. When I would go out partying to the extent I did that night I would always put on a diaper before going to bed, just in case. I never had another accident but the feeling of wearing a diaper came back to me from when I was younger. Now slightly less embarrassing I wore more often at night less for necessity but more for the feeling. This lasted for about two years till I moved in with my girlfriend and again abandoned this idea…
Fast forward several years I noticed I was having more and more issue with fully emptying my bladder often resulting in a wet spot in the front of my pants. It wasn’t till a wedding where the spot was so obvious I pretended to spill a drink in my lap as the excuse. I saw my Dr and realized my IBS was starting to introduce OAB and double voiding.
Legal exercises along with male pads to help my dribble turned worse and required pull ups. The feelings again came back to me of comfort, safety, and reduce anxiety considering my condition.
I know have full on OAB which I manage wearing diapers nearly full time and I’m totally ok with it. There are times where I wish I didn’t have to but those are only during the summer when I’m around friends out partying as shorts aren’t the best to conceal the pull up I’m wearing. I have one particular friend who loves slapping asses and thus far I’ve gone out of my way to avoid his drunk ass slapping to not be caught but it’s bound to happen.
I enjoy wearing diapers but wish it was more of a choice than a need. Wearing hasn’t effected my day to day or my relationships. I feel confident, comfortable, and happy wearing diapers/ pull ups and have developed a bit of an attraction to woman in diapers
(not being a creep soliciting photos
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