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- Diaper Lover
So I haven't tried on bras and panties in over 20 years. The urge just kind of went dormant for a while.
But recently I went to the store and bought lots of bras and panties and I've been wearing them. It feels so good.
Right now I am working on the shame and embarrassment over it. I know intellectually that there is nothing wrong with it and lots of men do it. But I have been having some panic attacks over the shame.
It doesn't help that I live with my parents. I have already told them about some of my fetishes, and they were more than supportive, saying that "there is nothing you can tell us that will make us love you less." But I right now I just wear them when they go to bed. I wish I had my own house so I could wear them as I please.
I think another thing I'm scared of is that my body is going to desire it all the time. I don't think it will, it's probably just the urge that came about from not doing it for over 20 years.
The reason I'm scared of my body desiring it all the time is that I REALLY don't want to wear them in public. Like I said I don't think my body will need it 24/7, but I'm so paranoid.
But recently I went to the store and bought lots of bras and panties and I've been wearing them. It feels so good.
Right now I am working on the shame and embarrassment over it. I know intellectually that there is nothing wrong with it and lots of men do it. But I have been having some panic attacks over the shame.
It doesn't help that I live with my parents. I have already told them about some of my fetishes, and they were more than supportive, saying that "there is nothing you can tell us that will make us love you less." But I right now I just wear them when they go to bed. I wish I had my own house so I could wear them as I please.
I think another thing I'm scared of is that my body is going to desire it all the time. I don't think it will, it's probably just the urge that came about from not doing it for over 20 years.
The reason I'm scared of my body desiring it all the time is that I REALLY don't want to wear them in public. Like I said I don't think my body will need it 24/7, but I'm so paranoid.