Lilschoolfox
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did u wear school uniformsinceiwassmall said:Me too.
I don’t remember pooping my pants even by accident as a little kid. The idea was so shameful to me that I have a guess, supported by a comment my mom once made, that I did it many times as a 2-year-old and was treated badly for it.
Then, puberty... One morning when I was 13 I discovered holding til I couldn’t help it and peeing my pants for sensory and erotic pleasure. I loved it and still do it sometimes.
At first I never imagined pooping them too but I got curious and then aroused by the idea of doing this ultimate babyish thing — so innocent when I was a baby and so intriguingly taboo now. At 15 I did it. I stood in my living room padded by extra pairs of underwear to simulate a diaper, got myself to the point of no return and pooped and peed in my pants just like I’d seen a visiting baby cousin do in that spot a few days earlier.
I thought it felt absolutely amazing. Even more so when I sat in it like she had, and rocked and wiggled and marvelled at knowing I had done this every single day as a toddler.
My favourite thing is still to imagine being about 18 to 36 months as I pause and feel myself poop my pants. All the nice sensations of it, completely free of the judgement and shame I felt as a little boy.
I did it a daring number of times after school that year, exploring lots of role play situations in which I was a baby or child in poopy diapers or pants again. The mess of the cleanup and fear of discovery slowed me down to two or three well planned and enjoyed times a year ever since..