PluggedandPadded
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- Diaper Lover
Hello all,
I am a DL and a fairly well-studied one at that. I've read so many academic journals on fetishism and paralytic infantilism that I surprise myself when I discover an article I'm unfamiliar with. That being said it took me until today to make an account here and actually get into the repository this site has become or may have always been. Frankly, I'm embarrassed it took me so long; Funny that's what embarrasses me I know.
Well that all being said I know exactly what got me into it. I remember when I was 4 I had trouble going to the bathroom because of ADHD and incredibly stimulating engagement with certain tasks; Such that I would not leave said tasks until I had basically wet myself. This combined with heightened emotional sensitivity made any focus on wetting very negative for me. Protection at the time became a way to avoid the negative attention that my wet pants and sheets received, and that has embedded an interest in diapers for me both as a comfort tool and a sexual stimulant. I've also struggled with my sexuality because I am not into it unless the other person most certainly is and that's not a hot topic to approach so I come off very asexual and vanilla. Meanwhile, the exact opposite is true and I'm basically just closeting myself.
Anyway, before I get carried away that's me and what I got going on. Hello and thank you for reading my ramblings. I would love questions but a simple hello will aile my socially desperate nature.
Edit: The last line is sarcasm to clarify. I'm anything but deperate
I am a DL and a fairly well-studied one at that. I've read so many academic journals on fetishism and paralytic infantilism that I surprise myself when I discover an article I'm unfamiliar with. That being said it took me until today to make an account here and actually get into the repository this site has become or may have always been. Frankly, I'm embarrassed it took me so long; Funny that's what embarrasses me I know.
Well that all being said I know exactly what got me into it. I remember when I was 4 I had trouble going to the bathroom because of ADHD and incredibly stimulating engagement with certain tasks; Such that I would not leave said tasks until I had basically wet myself. This combined with heightened emotional sensitivity made any focus on wetting very negative for me. Protection at the time became a way to avoid the negative attention that my wet pants and sheets received, and that has embedded an interest in diapers for me both as a comfort tool and a sexual stimulant. I've also struggled with my sexuality because I am not into it unless the other person most certainly is and that's not a hot topic to approach so I come off very asexual and vanilla. Meanwhile, the exact opposite is true and I'm basically just closeting myself.
Anyway, before I get carried away that's me and what I got going on. Hello and thank you for reading my ramblings. I would love questions but a simple hello will aile my socially desperate nature.
Edit: The last line is sarcasm to clarify. I'm anything but deperate
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