Were you relieved?

[CutestPaddedFemboy]

when i found others... i finally didn't feel like an weird, freaky, abomination. my parents had always told me that wanting to wear diapers was not normal and something i needed to remove from myself.

 

[MrDucky]

Yes, absolutely, but what blew my mind more was that there were entire companies for making adult diapers for such people, not just for medical incontinence. Young me who used to save up allowance to walk 3-4 miles round trip to Walmart to buy pull ups at night was ecstatic.

 

[chamberpot]

Being as how I was never a diaper lover when I was young it was not something that I did. But in the 1950's when I was wetting my pants on purpose and wetting the bed just because it felt good to me well yes I thought I was the only one that had this feeling. when i was 15 I read an article in a pilfered magazine about golden showers .. little light went on in my head that there were indeed other that found pee fun, what a relief I was so happy I wet my pants, Diapers and diaper loving didn't happen until I was in my late 50's, there were lots and lots of wet underwear and bluejeans before that. Think of all the money I saved not wearing diapers for 50 years

 

[Sealander]

It was complicated. I was partly relieved, partly excited not to be alone, but also a bit disappointed to learn that ABDL doesn't seem to go away. I felt like I would never be normal and like I had to give up on my hopes of normalcy. It has been a longer (still incomplete) process to accept that it's okay not to be normal and to see the ABDL community as a community I'm happy to be a part of.

 

[Lumos]

Absolutely... I thought something was wrong with me for the longest time! I'm so grateful for this community and to know that there are actually a lot of us out there

 

[Kayleigh]

Not only was I relieved to find I am not the only one who enjoys diapers, but also relieved to find others who enjoy wearing quite often especially since am wearing more often than I ever thought I would. Originally I thought 24/7 was extreme but now I am getting closer to that and I don’t feel as ashamed of it because I know I am not alone.
And I take great comfort in knowing that I am not the only one who adds a feminine touch to my wearing.

 

[TheDideeboy]

I had discovered it was something others were into back in college in the 90s when I saw "alt.sex.fetish.diapers" listed as a newsgroup ( remember those??). I was like, "Wait....I have a FETISH???"

 

[frozencanuk]

I remember finding a website in the late 90s or early 00s that had the catch phrase "women in diapers come out and play" can't remember what the site was, but it was my first introduction into adult diapers

 

[BuddyBoy]

Were you relieved as I was to discover that other people liked wearing nappies too ?

I was a young adult when I saw copy of Rubber Life (Anyone remember it?) in a porn shop. It was an eye opener for someone who thought he was the only one since childhood.

 

[INCONTGUY]

I was a young adult when I saw copy of Rubber Life (Anyone remember it?) in a porn shop. It was an eye opener for someone who thought he was the only one since childhood.

I remember Rubber Life. I believe their motto was ''A wet dream come true.''

 

[BuddyBoy]

I remember Rubber Life. I believe their motto was ''A wet dream come true.''

You are correct, INCONTGUY. The mag tried to appeal to all rubber fetishists from gas masks to baby pants. The advice column was written by Linda Latex (aka Linda Brownleigh). They had personal ads with photos of people in rubber pants. What a thrill!

 

[DLonly]

Growing up in the 80s, I realized with 9 or 10 - might also have been with 11 or 12 when I was able to read that I am not the only one. I was always interested in the TV magazine of my parents. In this TV magazine was a Q&A section where people were asking relationship questions. I remember that one day there was a question of someone asking about his desire for diapers and how he could bring it up during dating.

I was not really relieved but more surprised that I am not the only one who likes diapers.

Since the internet came up it was clear that there are many more. However, I did not accept it for myself for a long time binge and purge, even as an adult - but at a certain point I decided to also tell my wife about it - and this was really a game changer for me - that was THE real relieve! Until today, I never want to go back!

 

[ARBBB2]

I was about 35 when my boss threw a bunch of porno magazines on the lunch table, (sitting with 4 of my coworkers) I opened up the Nugget magazine because I saw the word diapers on the cover. Could not believe it in the stories in the back of the magazine were stories about adults wearing diapers!! OMG I had to sit there for 10 minutes after lunch break was over because my erection would not go down. I snuck that mag. home with me and read and reread every article about diapers and some of the ads in the back. I showed it to my wife, and then started writing to Nugget about what months they had articles about diapers. She said after reading and realizing I was not the only one loving diapers that I changed (and I did change) I wanted diapers every day and night and I really push my wife's boundries much worse than before! We have managed to stay married (49 years) but I sleep in a different room and wear and wet every night. She knows, does not approve but I keep it all hidden 99% of the time and she tolerates it, says she loves me and will not leave me!

 

[quartz200420012]

Yep. I thought I was alone----like legitimately.

 

[KCA]

Yes and no. It was some relief to know that others also liked wearing nappies. But that knowledge came through early internet sites that seemed entirely focused on wearing nappies as a sexual thing, which was not how I viewed it, and so I again felt that I was a bit weird.

 

[allesindie]

I will never forget the moment when i discovered "BabyGum" in a sexshop in Munich back in the 90's ... i was very surprised and happy and couldn't get my eyes off the magazine until the shop-owner told me that this is not a library ... i bought the magazine and was happy with it.
Later i discovered DPF and still some years later internet ;-)

 

[Wetshisbed]

Being as how I was never a diaper lover when I was young it was not something that I did. But in the 1950's when I was wetting my pants on purpose and wetting the bed just because it felt good to me well yes I thought I was the only one that had this feeling. when i was 15 I read an article in a pilfered magazine about golden showers .. little light went on in my head that there were indeed other that found pee fun, what a relief I was so happy I wet my pants, Diapers and diaper loving didn't happen until I was in my late 50's, there were lots and lots of wet underwear and bluejeans before that. Think of all the money I saved not wearing diapers for 50 years

Same here it was just wetting in general, pants bed I just liked being wet. I knew I couldn't be the only one but had no way of contacting anyone.

 

[wearforsafety]

Even before internet I thought that definitelly I am not alone. Math or rather to say probability say so. With internet came knowledge that I was right

 

[Davvyboy]

Yes and no. It was some relief to know that others also liked wearing nappies. But that knowledge came through early internet sites that seemed entirely focused on wearing nappies as a sexual thing, which was not how I viewed it, and so I again felt that I was a bit weird.

I agree with that.
It is not sexual for me either.
However , many wear for comfort or as a coping mechanism rather than for sexual preference.

 

[RuffRuff]

I was so happy to find there were others thar like diapers, bottles, pacifiers, etc. I thought I was the only one out there, and I was a weird and a freak. When I came across bambino diapers, and this site. My life became a little easier knowing that there were others like me. For me, being apart of this site has been great. It has given me advice, and has helped me with questions I have had for myself.