SecretBabyBoy
Est. Contributor
- Messages
- 100
- Role
- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
- Little
Hello and good day everyone! This year, I have made (what I feel are) tremendous strides in fully accepting my ABDL nature. I have been wearing diapers more frequently, purchased some gear and have even developed a semi-clingy relationship with my binkie. Lol Since making the choice to accept this side of me, I have become more accepting of other (what I thought to be negative) personality traits that define who I am. Admittedly, it has been a scary, painful and even STRESSFUL adventure but I can’t pass up the happiness that comes along with self acceptance.
All of these wonderful personal growths are taking root and I’m excited and proud of myself. Still, there was something…off about the process. I didn’t pay much attention to that feeling until one day, it hit me. I was LONELY! Now, to preface this, I’m single and have been for a few years. After a while, you just get accustomed to being along. That took a turn in the last couple of months when I came to the conclusion that, I have no one to share my ABDL growth and lifestyle with. It was getting to me in a pretty emotional way. As I lied in bed one night, it hit me! I need a stuffie! Something physical to hold and guide me deeper into my headspace. A soft and gentle companion and dream protector.
But naturally, it wasn’t that simple. Many ABs that I know have stuffies and blankies they’ve had for years. I, had none. I was racking my brain on where to even start. What animal/creature should it be? How big should it be? What color? What texture??? After scouring the internet for a few days, I came across the most cutest stuffed elephant I had seen. This angel was THE ONE! Not only was she an elephant (which are my favorite) but she was purple! My favorite color! I was sold. She arrived last week and I fell in love instantly! I was overwhelmed by the feeling of the plushie that instinctively started squeezing her and babbling like an infant. Finally, I had a best friend. A protector. A companion that would never leave. The feeling of loneliness has subsided and I feel like the luckiest little to have found her!
Everyone, say hi hi to Luna!
All of these wonderful personal growths are taking root and I’m excited and proud of myself. Still, there was something…off about the process. I didn’t pay much attention to that feeling until one day, it hit me. I was LONELY! Now, to preface this, I’m single and have been for a few years. After a while, you just get accustomed to being along. That took a turn in the last couple of months when I came to the conclusion that, I have no one to share my ABDL growth and lifestyle with. It was getting to me in a pretty emotional way. As I lied in bed one night, it hit me! I need a stuffie! Something physical to hold and guide me deeper into my headspace. A soft and gentle companion and dream protector.
But naturally, it wasn’t that simple. Many ABs that I know have stuffies and blankies they’ve had for years. I, had none. I was racking my brain on where to even start. What animal/creature should it be? How big should it be? What color? What texture??? After scouring the internet for a few days, I came across the most cutest stuffed elephant I had seen. This angel was THE ONE! Not only was she an elephant (which are my favorite) but she was purple! My favorite color! I was sold. She arrived last week and I fell in love instantly! I was overwhelmed by the feeling of the plushie that instinctively started squeezing her and babbling like an infant. Finally, I had a best friend. A protector. A companion that would never leave. The feeling of loneliness has subsided and I feel like the luckiest little to have found her!
Everyone, say hi hi to Luna!
and thank you.
