I'm incontinent and I'm accepting diapers.. it's been a bit hard for me I'm urinary incon with really bad IBS but there are times with what little little control I have I am able to make it to a bathroom to pee. And I always try to make it for #2 I keep trying to get my continence back but there are times I just can't be bothered..the longer I'm in diapers and the more comfortable and accepting of it I get the more I realize diapers can be great. It's the little things really.
Was at a movie in live for popcorn and a soda when I stupidly realized I can have the big soda and not miss anything...sounds dumb right? Over the years with painful bladder and OAB I had constant frequent urgency even with the small soda I'd have to run to the bathroom like times now I get the big soda and enjoy my movie ...using my diapers on purpose is still a bit odd but I'm adjusting.
Road trips... My god where has this been my whole life... I've always hated stopping constantly and during the first of COVID bathrooms were scarce and I had several accidents, more than I care to admit but right around that time my urinary problems went from a 5 to a solid 8 and then came the diapers 24-7. At first I hated them and was content to fight it. Now im more comfortable and confident and confused but content
Gaming...oh my gosh I play fist person shooters and mmorpg's with my nephews online and now I just keep playing when a urge strikes knowing in a minute or two it will sort itself out.
Classes ... I'm taking some college classes and diapers give me the confidence to do that .. I'm older and the last thing I need is to be constantly leaving class or lectures.
Study/ homework sessions... Self explanatory.
Bed ... I used to be up and down all night... Even when the bed wetting started many years ago I'd wet once or twice a week so plastic sheets came into play when it was extremely rare but as that also got worse I started wearing diapers but if I actually woke up in need I'd get up and go to the bathroom.... Not anymore if I wake up in need I'll go on purpose or just go back to sleep knowing it doesn't matter... For several years I would fight it and felt an accomplishment when I'd finish the night in a dry diaper... Just to throw it away and to suffer getting up many times in a night.
Now I'm wet every morning because my sleep is way more important than keeping a diaper dry and like this morning I woke up in need ..kind of rare these days but ...it was cold and I didn't want to get out of bed so I just snuggled under my blankets and well .... enjoyed relaxing
I guess in Truth the best way to put it is simple for years I didn't do much in public because of the anxiety of what could happen..what if I have an accident what if there's traffic...all the what ifs you can image .... Diapers gave me freedom and I still hated them and struggled with it all. Now I don't care ... somebody notices fuck it an accident happens cool no biggie friends of family notice so be it
Best thing is to learn not to give a goddamn about it.
I do find myself in a lot of "diapers are great" situations and I'm way more accepting of using them rather than being in pain.... Hell I guess these days I'll use them for what ever to avoid mild discomfort.
Just like right now I'm enjoying my coffee doing homework at my computer crunching like hell on finals for the semester and my IBS started to flair.....with out as much of a thought I relaxed and just let it happen. I'll use my diaper for whatever these days without too much fuss ...in public or not ... Well sort of I try not to mess at school...but it's not always up to me per say... My body can choose to wet or mess my diaper when it wants so I guess I'll choose to when I feel like it .. LoL. I still struggle with the mental side of it from depression, anxiety, shame but less and less ..
Well guess I'll go change now good day to you all