I am brand new to this website and am seeking some advise.Every time I think about diapers or cross dress I get aroused. I’m not sure where this came from but I’m having hard time controlling it. I have alway thought there was something wrong with me. It makes me a little nervous and scared to be honest. I feel that my body is telling me I need to purse this life but for some reason I’m nervous about. Any advice on what I should do would be much appreciated.