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I was once afraid to try messing, I didn't wanna be "one of those" people I so embarrassingly said to myself.
of course it was internal dialogue, I would tell my friends in the community "I don't mess, not that there's anything wrong with that" you know classic stuff like that.
the truth was I was afraid to try it out of fear I would enjoy it wayyyy too much.
when I finally tried it I felt so cute, just like a stupid lil puppy. (also learning how much I enjoyed the humiliation aspect)
but of course I did not admit it for months and months until I fell into a comfortable ritual.
Laying on my back with cartoons playing, holding one of my plushies in front of me at arms length, staring into its cute lil eyes and emptying my head and just letting it all go.
all my big boy thoughts being pushed right into my pamp and laying there in all my stinky glory.
I am happily share this experience now but it took awhile for me to accept myself.
now I don't mush it around or go all finger painty with it and find myself slightly grossed out about the clean up but that is all apart of the fun :3
there is NO wrong way to use your diaper <3
love yourself, enjoy your diapers
of course it was internal dialogue, I would tell my friends in the community "I don't mess, not that there's anything wrong with that" you know classic stuff like that.
the truth was I was afraid to try it out of fear I would enjoy it wayyyy too much.
when I finally tried it I felt so cute, just like a stupid lil puppy. (also learning how much I enjoyed the humiliation aspect)
but of course I did not admit it for months and months until I fell into a comfortable ritual.
Laying on my back with cartoons playing, holding one of my plushies in front of me at arms length, staring into its cute lil eyes and emptying my head and just letting it all go.
all my big boy thoughts being pushed right into my pamp and laying there in all my stinky glory.
I am happily share this experience now but it took awhile for me to accept myself.
now I don't mush it around or go all finger painty with it and find myself slightly grossed out about the clean up but that is all apart of the fun :3
there is NO wrong way to use your diaper <3
love yourself, enjoy your diapers