I was airing out last night due to itching. I was doing very good at first, doing timed voidings. But then I started playing chess online, and had a drink or two. I ended up doing quite well, but then felt some wetness as if my diaper had leaked. I figured I would finish my game first as leaks arent usually too bad. When I stood up, I realized I was not wearing a diaper, and my pants were soaked! There was a puddle under my deck chair! I think the reason I didnt feel it was because I was wearing thermal underwear that wicked it to my pants. I didn't even remember peeing, or needing to pee, and guess I was just too engrossed in chess. This has happened once before when I was airing out, so it is pretty rare. I a medically incontinent, I had my sphincter cut out, but if I pay attention,usually I have warning right before I pee. In this case, apparently I had no warning of knowing that I peed.
I mostly laughed it off with my partner, and thankfully it happened outside, but I guess when I air out next time, I better put a pad underneath! It seems that I am becoming less and less aware of voiding. I have been in diapers since 2009, my last surgery, so I am quite used to it, and am not complaining. It was my stupid fault. I forgot I was airing out. What surprised me was I didnt even notice I peed my pants until after the game.
I mostly laughed it off with my partner, and thankfully it happened outside, but I guess when I air out next time, I better put a pad underneath! It seems that I am becoming less and less aware of voiding. I have been in diapers since 2009, my last surgery, so I am quite used to it, and am not complaining. It was my stupid fault. I forgot I was airing out. What surprised me was I didnt even notice I peed my pants until after the game.