LittleScotty
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Firstly my wife knows now knows that I occasionally wear nappies at home after she found a parcel I ordered from Nappies R Us several months ago. Before that she had no idea, I've always hidden it from her (and everyone). We've been together for 14 years and she never had any idea prior to her discovery. Put it simply she wasn't too accepting at first, not understanding and tried to get me to seek help for it in order to stop. After long conversations and letting her read (albeit a slightly edited version) of my origin story which I've shared on here she has somewhat accepted that part of me. However she does not want me to wear when she's at home, or around her, or even see any of my nappies around the house. She knows that when she's not there what I now get up to but we don't speak about it.
I've posted most of this previously Here
Anyway, back to the subject of this post...
I've been working nights this week as I work shifts and I've done as I always have. After getting home, I'll get into bed and after about an hour or so my wife will get up and go to work. When she does I'll get up, go to my hidden stash of nappies, put one on and go to bed sleeping for several hours. If I wake and need to pee then I'll obviously wet the nappy and go back to sleep (I've never been able to wake up wet). When I get up I'll either change into a fresh nappy or continue wearing the existing one for several more hours around the house. I will always however change back into normal underwear before my wife gets home.
Yesterday morning I finished work late not getting home until 8.45am. My wife had already left for work so I went straight to my stash and put on a Tykables Galactic and climbed into bed. I set my alarm on my phone for 2.30pm and plugged it in to charge, setting it down on the bedside table. I went to sleep but woke about 1130am needing to pee, so I went, looked at the clock then rolled over and went back to sleep.
The next thing I remember was hearing the key in the front door, and then the door open. I looked at the clock... 4.35pm! My phone was dead as although I'd plugged it in to charge I hadn't switched the socket on! My wife then came up the stairs and peered into the bedroom to see if I was awake. Seeing that I was she came in and sat on the end of the bed and asked how my night was. We had a chat about what I'd been up to at work followed by a chat about her day and then she asked if I was getting up. As she was getting changed I just lay there, knowing that all I was wearing was a T-shirt and a wet Tykables. After she changed she asked again if I was getting up and probably seeing the look on my face she said "Are you wearing a nappy under there?" I nodded, she then asked "Have you used it?" Again I nodded. Now the ideal situation here (and certainly in my fantasies) would be she offered to change me however I knew this would never be the case. After a pause, and an "Ok" said she said she'd go and make us a coffee and let me sort myself out, before leaving the room quickly clearly not wanting to see me wearing it.
I got up and showered, got dressed and went downstairs putting the wet nappy in the outside bin.
We sat in silence for a bit neither of us wanting to mention what just happened until I then apologised. I have no idea why I did or even what for really, she said it was OK and it was just a surprise as it was the first time I was actually wearing one whist she was at home. She didn't kick up a fuss or anything she just again reiterated she didn't want to see me wearing and she still finds it odd that I enjoy it and can't see how it helps with stress, and anxiety etc.
She's working through the second lockdown this time as am I so I'm going to continue as I've always done wearing when she's not there, just being more careful about timings.
It seems that in all the years I've been hiding this part of me I feel more exposed, and anxious than ever. A friend calling over two weeks ago whilst I was wearing one was the most nervous and anxious I have ever felt, and although I managed to hide it the entire time I'm worried about what he would say if he found out (I've posted about this before too).
I wish I could me be more open around my wife but at the moment I'm just happy that she let's me carry on as I've always done.
I've posted most of this previously Here
Anyway, back to the subject of this post...
I've been working nights this week as I work shifts and I've done as I always have. After getting home, I'll get into bed and after about an hour or so my wife will get up and go to work. When she does I'll get up, go to my hidden stash of nappies, put one on and go to bed sleeping for several hours. If I wake and need to pee then I'll obviously wet the nappy and go back to sleep (I've never been able to wake up wet). When I get up I'll either change into a fresh nappy or continue wearing the existing one for several more hours around the house. I will always however change back into normal underwear before my wife gets home.
Yesterday morning I finished work late not getting home until 8.45am. My wife had already left for work so I went straight to my stash and put on a Tykables Galactic and climbed into bed. I set my alarm on my phone for 2.30pm and plugged it in to charge, setting it down on the bedside table. I went to sleep but woke about 1130am needing to pee, so I went, looked at the clock then rolled over and went back to sleep.
The next thing I remember was hearing the key in the front door, and then the door open. I looked at the clock... 4.35pm! My phone was dead as although I'd plugged it in to charge I hadn't switched the socket on! My wife then came up the stairs and peered into the bedroom to see if I was awake. Seeing that I was she came in and sat on the end of the bed and asked how my night was. We had a chat about what I'd been up to at work followed by a chat about her day and then she asked if I was getting up. As she was getting changed I just lay there, knowing that all I was wearing was a T-shirt and a wet Tykables. After she changed she asked again if I was getting up and probably seeing the look on my face she said "Are you wearing a nappy under there?" I nodded, she then asked "Have you used it?" Again I nodded. Now the ideal situation here (and certainly in my fantasies) would be she offered to change me however I knew this would never be the case. After a pause, and an "Ok" said she said she'd go and make us a coffee and let me sort myself out, before leaving the room quickly clearly not wanting to see me wearing it.
I got up and showered, got dressed and went downstairs putting the wet nappy in the outside bin.
We sat in silence for a bit neither of us wanting to mention what just happened until I then apologised. I have no idea why I did or even what for really, she said it was OK and it was just a surprise as it was the first time I was actually wearing one whist she was at home. She didn't kick up a fuss or anything she just again reiterated she didn't want to see me wearing and she still finds it odd that I enjoy it and can't see how it helps with stress, and anxiety etc.
She's working through the second lockdown this time as am I so I'm going to continue as I've always done wearing when she's not there, just being more careful about timings.
It seems that in all the years I've been hiding this part of me I feel more exposed, and anxious than ever. A friend calling over two weeks ago whilst I was wearing one was the most nervous and anxious I have ever felt, and although I managed to hide it the entire time I'm worried about what he would say if he found out (I've posted about this before too).
I wish I could me be more open around my wife but at the moment I'm just happy that she let's me carry on as I've always done.