jasonm03
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The other day while talking with my wife I thought she didn’t find me desirable anymore I was projecting my feelings of inadequacy and feelings disgusting (body image) because I’m diapered 24/7 due to my incontinence. I knew she loved me she had changed my diaper one time and drove me to the ER at the VA and stood by my side when diagnosed with IBD. She tells me all the time she loves me and shows it. Being diapered doesn’t bother me out in public but with my wife it does. Is it weird that I still feel this way? Opening up about my fears with her has helped but I still feel undesirable and undeserving of her intimacy along with feeling disgusting. Sometimes I feel like a walking contradiction at times