I don't have any vivid memories of diapering as a toddler, my first memory was when I was 6, I asked my aunt if she could diaper me too, as she was changing my cousin. She chuckled and said no, diapers are for babies. I thought about them often from then on, and being babysat with a bunch of toddlers and babies didn't help. I finally got my first of that wonderful padded feeling when I was 10, my babysitter diapered me for wetting my pants. Feeling like I was too big to be diapered, she called my bluff and I spent the next 2 days wearing large blue pampers, and nothing over them. I had a few more times of sneaking diapers from her, but my next memory was when I was 14 and my aunt was fostering a 10 year old boy who wet the bed every night. When she asked me to stay with her, she never told me that he did. When I saw the diapers in his room, I asked why, and he got all embarrassed. at bedtime, she came to me and said he wouldn't wear a diaper, he was embarrassed I would pick on him. So I told her to just diaper me too. So she did, then I went into the bathroom and showed him, I was just in a diaper and t-shirt. I spent that weekend diapered, and loved it!