I do have a good career which I happy with, I guess that’s not what I meant by successful. I feel other areas of my life are lacking; hobbies, friends, relationships. I’m not good at things like home interiors, gardening, cooking/baking, house repairs. I feel like this is partly because when I’m at home I like to put on a diaper but once I’m in a diaper I don’t really want to do active/ busy tasks, I always end up wanting to snuggle up and watch TV or read or play a video game. Sometimes I think things like ‘I could sort that task I have to do today’ but then think, nah, I’ll wait till tomorrow when I’m not in a diaper. Problem is I live alone so whenever I have a day off work and no plans it’s too easy to just put on a diaper and have a lazy day. Same with plans with friends or taking up hobbies, sometimes if I have a day off the opportunity to just chill at home, diaper up and watch TV is more alluring than arranging to see friends or try a new hobby. Obviously it’s hard to say whether this is solely because of the diapers or if actually I just have an introverted personality type and would feel the same without the diapers, but sometimes I feel like I rely on the diapers for comfort but then they make me less likely to step out of that comfort zone to try new things.