BAP21 said:
I have dressed full little a few times in public. It's not that big of a deal. No one really stares and if they do, I just stare back like a toddler that doesn't understand something, kinda funny. I've even been to both Disneyland and Disneyworld in full little mode with other littles. Everyone was so nice to us even treating us like little kids. A man that worked there brought us up in front of all the adults so we could sit on the curb with our stuffies for the parade with all the other little kids. No one cared. It's really all about attitude. When in little mode in public you just have to put on your toddler blinders and be in your own 'little' world.
Very interesting. But you don't have the same issues I have. I happen to have Classic Kanner Autism and ADHD, and it seems that nearly my whole life that I have been bullied because of my Autism. Not only that, but it seems society holds me to a higher standard than others, and it pisses me off. I'm not so sure that people would be so understanding of me if I wore "long-alls" and T strap shoes to Disneyland (or Disney World). I'm technically not even an adult baby as I don't wear diapers. And to be honest, I really do act emotionally and socially like a 4 1/2 year old due to my Autism, which really isn't my fault at all. I mean, to really "regress" you would need to actively set aside your maturity and purposely act like a child. I have nothing to set aside; I act like a 4 year old without even knowing it and I really act like that 98-99% of the time. I can put on a "pretending to be an adult" act, but that only can last so long, and that's not any better than an actual 4 year old "pretending" to be an adult. Sure, I can eat at a restaurant for lunch without having a tantrum or being too noisy, but then so can most actual 4 year olds. I always wonder about waitresses at restaurants that think that "I'm doing so well with my Autism" just because they observed me for 35 minutes. And how do they know how I acted like rest of the day? Based on that type of observation, anyone would think all 3 and 4 year olds never had tantrums ever and were better behaved than almost all adults. I've sat at lunch with hundreds of preschoolers and toddlers over my life and I don't remember one instance where a child had thrown himself or herself to the floor and had a tantrum....ever. I'm chronologically in my mid late 40s and I've never seen anything like that. I've also had many friends who were preschoolers over time even as a so called "adult" (partly because I was an unpaid assistant volunteer / co-host at Preschooler Storytime every week for 15+ years) and I (and my now retired children's librarian friend) have eaten with many children and their parents for lunch.
I have worn long-alls and T strap shoes to my county park (I had no choice but to go to my county park during COVID-19 pandemic isolation quarantine restrictions, as everything was closed) and I have worn them occasionally to a plant nursery and a small strip mall with my real biological dad, but that's about it. And I do wear long-alls on Halloween, of course. I still live with my parents and they still run my life for me. I can't even drive a car because my attention span is only for 20-25 minutes. I have had a driver's license for 26 years, but I hardly ever drive. I don't look like I'm in my mid 40s either at all. I easily look 22 even wearing "normal" clothes. Strangers or other people never guess my true age and usually think I'm 22 passing me by. I have no gray hair and no wrinkles on my face. I've seen 35 to 40 year olds with tons of gray hair and wrinkles. I actually have a very babyish looking face (you'll see when I message you). Except I'm nearly 6 feet tall. I look like an elongated 4 year old that had a longer stalk of a body. I actually look like a very tall grade schooler when I wear long-alls. My mom understands that I do act like a 4 year old because I can't help myself and that's the way I am; however she doesn't think I should necessarily dress like a 4 year old although I do act like one....somehow I really don't understand this. I think my mom is just trying to be a controlling and domineering person.
I think nearly everyone thinks I'm emotionally and socially like a 4 1/2 year old. Sometimes it has been trying for some people, like college instructors. I've had former college instructors, former employers (the very few times when I did have a job), college professors, former elementary school teachers, relatives, friends, parents of actual young children and even children themselves conclude that I am emotionally and socially (and perhaps, mentally) like a preschooler. Even to 30 or 40 something year old friends of mine who have Autism Spectrum Disorder and who are emotionally and socially like a 12 year old, my behavior is rather similar to a lot of 4 year olds. Maybe not even that. Maybe even more like a 3 year old. There are milestones some 3 year olds have passed that I haven't, apparently. I lack understanding of nonverbal facial cues (almost all Autistic people do). I also talk nonstop almost, like a 3 year old. I'm frustrating to be around to be honest. Even my old children's librarian friend said that I was good in small doses. She even said that I could be quite intense sometimes. After about 5 hours, 99% of people can't even be around me anymore. Some actual preschoolers can hang around me all day, but that's probably because they are likely (and perceived to be by adults) as being just as annoying as I am. That's probably the only reason why preschoolers can stand me. I'm fun to be around in many ways, of course, but I'm also rather annoying, I'll admit. I've had very few adult friends who want to spend more than two days with me in a row. Most of these have been preschoolers, or my parents (because they didn't have a choice as I was on vacation with them), or in very few instances, friends from far away (like 5 hours away) whom I had to stay with overnight one or two nights as there would have been no way I could have gone back home the same night.
Actually I wore my long-alls to a smaller sized kiddie / children's amusement park one time last October but it was Halloween season.
I'm very surprised that the people at Disneyland were so understanding towards you and the other littles - and got you all and your stuffies to sit where all the actual kids were watching the parade.
Incredible. I guess Disneyland is for kids of all ages, though. Also, Orange County is much more conservative than most of the rest of the state (at least with Disneyland on the West Coast). Then on the other hand, most Conservatives are actually much more understanding of me and my Autism than the liberals are, oddly enough. I know parents from the Deep South like Alabama and South Carolina (from children's clothing resale groups on FB, as well as eBay) that have little boys who wear long-alls, jon jons, bubbles, bobby suits, aprons with bloomers, etc (that type of clothing is more of a Southern cultural thing among little boys) and T strap Mary Janes, and most of these parents are actually very understanding of me and actually have said to me that I look adorable and cute wearing those sort of clothes / shoes.
I wanted to get this primary plaid gingham longall made for me and when I showed some parents my idea they thought I would look stunning wearing that.
I actually want to move to the Carolinas. People seem to be a lot nicer to me there.
- longallsboy