Hmm... My mom was mad that i dont told her earlyer.
You might only talk with your mother in privat if you have a better conection with her...
Mothers mostly take it better i guess and i mean they saw the pics and the internet website...
You made it harder because the only thing you had to do was say yes and belive me i know
what it feels like to say something about it...when i told my mom it was realy realy hard to
overcome and tell her that i like to wear them but she was completly fine she thought i
already wear them 24/7 and she asked me how i managed that when i was not sleeping at home.
she even thought i need them because im incontinent. But when they see diaper stuff and ask you
about it ... if u dont it might look for them that your interested in children u know and thats
1000000000x worse then saying you like diapers i mean at the end i dont even know why i made such
a huge deal of it... and now im happy i store all my diapers in my dresser she did not see them yet but if
so she would not care because she knows... and its an amazing feeling to know that i dont have to hide them
anymore because everytime i left my room i have to be like im cleaning a crime scene and was still nervous...
MAYBE I FORGOT SOMETHING! MAYBE SHE WANTS TO CLEAN THERE! AND SHE FINDS THEM! and all that shit
was in my mind when i left my room...even for going in the kitchen for 5 minutes or so maybe she got the
laundry and bring it in my room so i have to hide all before leaving my room...taking a shower...stress at the max.
My mom sad what ever i do im still her child and nothing could change that and there are worse things like i would
fall out of the window when i hear childs outside... yes she made that joke...
the most strange thing wich is pretty enjoyable is that she is more kind / empathetic to me.
yesterday as exaple she sad something wich means transalted : "hey my little" and stroke my stomach
my mom is the best :thumbsup: