I have always loved to wear diapers and rubber pants. This desire developed when I was a teen bedwetter and my mom would pin diapers on each night before bedtime at an age when I was also developing an interest in sex, basically playing with my self and coming in my diaper; While I stopped wetting my diaper at 17, I never really lost the desire to pin on a diaper and rubber pants and over the years did so whenever I could get away with it, always afraid of telling anyone, especially any girl I was interested in because I was sure she would reject me and make fun of me. There finally came a time when I wanted to date girls and become intimate with them, but knew I could not deny my love of wearing and going potty in my diapers and rubber pants so I committed my telling a girl I became truly interested in about wearing diapers. Over time I told several girls, always after first getting to know them some, sharing some intimate things between us and trying to create trust between us. I would say that half the time, she wanted nothing to do it and the relationship ended. The other half of the time they would want to know more and I would tell her more about why, how often, what did I do in them and then ask her if it would be OK if I wore my diaper and rubber pants on our next date and she could see for herself. Once she saw me in my diaper and rubber pants, the ice often melted and we could move on and in some cases we engaged in a fair amount of diaper play. Today my fiance is fully aware of, supports and participates in my diaper play.