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    Nearly 2 years ago I told my then fiancée about my diaper fetish (we just got married about 3 weeks ago!). She is now enjoys our fetish together. She's very accepting and participates in every way (wearing, wetting, changing, diaper sex). Before I told her, my fetish was mostly sexual since I had very little time when she wasn't here to experiment for long periods of time. It was like as soon as she left I wanted to tape on a diaper, pee, and then "finish". The entire process usually lasted no more than an hour. I can only speculate that since I wasn't able to wear often, that when I did, I had a lot of built up desire. Thus, the whole experience didn't last long.

    Fast forward to now....I now consider it a lifestyle. I wear for hours on end, sometimes initially just for comfort. I'm excited to try different diapers; not because it's a turn on, but because I'm honestly interested in how it will perform. I'm interested in using diapers for convenience, and for a feeling of security. Don't get me wrong, it's still a fetish for me....I still get pleasure out of wearing and wetting; but I also love the feeling of just wearing a diaper as I go along my daily routine. The other day I wore for a total of 12 hours, with one diaper change at the 8 hour mark; a personal record for me! It felt great to wear as if it's part of my normal day.

    I'm curious what other DL's have experienced as their fetish progressed. How does it make you feel? How far has it progressed? How have you integrated it into your daily life?

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    I am totally in the same boat! I used to only diaper for masturbatory purposes. I started wearing more often because of a problem prostate that caused nearly constant urinary urges, and am now diapered about half the time.

    A lot of the thrill that comes from diapers now is related to trying new products. I'm actually considering taking a break from them for a week or two in order to resensitize when I start wearing again. I think it's analogous to how it felt when I started looking at X-rated material in adolescence; one grainy picture could sustain me for weeks, and now, I have the entire Internet at my disposal and it doesn't feel as thrilling.

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    I can totally agree with the OP's feelings. It was entirely sexual for me at first, but now I enjoy the convenience.

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    Back in January, I got my dream job, and that included working from home. I now have the house all to myself every day, and I take full advantage of that, believe me. Diapers started out as solely sexual for me too, but has definitely moved more toward comfort. The day may come when I just don't feel like wearing every day, but I don't seen that happening anytime soon. It seems the more I wear, the more natural it feels, and the more unnatural it feels to not be in one.

    -RMS

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    In the beginning it was always there and I thought it was normal till I realized nobody else was into this. I started panicking and wondering what was wrong with me. I hid this interest from everyone I knew and learned what a diaper fetish was. I then forgot about it a few years later and hit puberty. Sexuality got mixed in somehow and everything from the smell of a fresh diaper, the crinkle, tapes, initially stripping and putting a diaper on somehow became a massive sexual rush for no reason.

    I was 14 when I learned this is a real thing and I was "cursed" with it. I tried to fight the urges in my mind but accepted it as who I was when I turned 15. I was initially interested in simply wearing. No wetting or anything else. After awhile it branched off on it's own into wetting somehow and my first diaper wetting was at 17. It leaked everywhere and I changed immediately. My next opportunity to Wear wasn't until I was 19. I was working finally, had my driver's License and money to burn. My folks were gone and I decided to go buy Diapers. I went to a Kmart and found my way down the aisle and saw them, the holly grail of my life on the shelf. They were larges and I was a scrawny 170lb kid at the time. I ran to the bathroom to look in the mirror take a few deep breaths and muster the courage to grab them. I snatched them,bought them with cash because I was so paranoid of so,embody seeing that I bought depends maximum fitted protection. We'll I drove back home, diapered up and it was like a reunion for me. Such a great time. I got into wetting and omorashi around this time and omorashi branched into bondage somehow. However I only practice omorashi with a diaper on. I'm a pervert. But yeah.

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    I haven't quite got to the point where I want to wear all the time. However, what used to be an occasional treat has now become something hat happens at least a couple times a week. I believe the longer you're into this lifestyle, the less severe the binge and purge cycles. When I first started out, after I wore a diaper and used it, I wanted nothing to do with them for at least a couple weeks. Now, I'm ready to strap on another one not long after I remove one!

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    Quote Originally Posted by DPRLuv85 View Post
    I haven't quite got to the point where I want to wear all the time. However, what used to be an occasional treat has now become something hat happens at least a couple times a week. I believe the longer you're into this lifestyle, the less severe the binge and purge cycles. When I first started out, after I wore a diaper and used it, I wanted nothing to do with them for at least a couple weeks. Now, I'm ready to strap on another one not long after I remove one!
    Does anyone else feel less aroused by diapers after they increase the frequency of use? Like I said above, for me it's like porn or a drug, and I feel like I'm always chasing those first few "highs". I used to get so aroused just possessing and putting a GoodNite on that sometimes my "protrusion" made it difficult to get into. I had the same experience when I bought my first pack of Depends tape-ons, and when I bought my GoodNites TruFits (holy cow did I wear myself out that day!) I wear at least 5 days a week now. It's certainly pleasant and comforting and convenient, especially when my prostate issues flare up and I have to pee all the time, but that raw erotic edge is definitely gone most of the time.

    What still gets my motor running is the thrill of buying, either in-store or online. I love getting new brands and styles to try and review. In defiance of my username, I have switched to purposely going through a checkout line with a real cashier rather than a self-checkout kiosk, playing chicken with myself, or going to stores that don't have the self-service option. I also still get a real thrill, albeit short-lived, from the very rare times I mess myself.

    That's why I am considering a period of abstinence. I want to get some of that heart-racing thrill back. Any advice?

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    Quote Originally Posted by tg4selfcheckout View Post
    That's why I am considering a period of abstinence. I want to get some of that heart-racing thrill back. Any advice?
    Like anything in life, nothing is ever like the first time. First orgasm, first lay, first diaper, first athletic win, first beer, doesn't matter. Like the old blues song... The thrill is gone, the thrill is gone away.

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    Quote Originally Posted by tg4selfcheckout View Post
    Does anyone else feel less aroused by diapers after they increase the frequency of use?

    That's why I am considering a period of abstinence. I want to get some of that heart-racing thrill back. Any advice?
    Like the previous poster said...nothing will be like your first. However, I've maintained the same level excitement every time I wear over the last few years by only wearing a couple times a week. Sometimes I wear only once every couple weeks. For me, this creates a fairly intense experience every time. In fear of becoming too comfortable and losing that "edge" I make the conscious effort to wear only when I only have the strongest desires.

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    Quote Originally Posted by DPRLuv85 View Post
    Like the previous poster said...nothing will be like your first. However, I've maintained the same level excitement every time I wear over the last few years by only wearing a couple times a week. Sometimes I wear only once every couple weeks. For me, this creates a fairly intense experience every time. In fear of becoming too comfortable and losing that "edge" I make the conscious effort to wear only when I only have the strongest desires.
    Fair enough. Thanks for the reply! I'll give it a shot.

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