sallieemma28
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Hi everyone,
I am brand new to the AB world and to this forum. Looking forward to reading, learning, and making online friends and both receiving and giving support.
How I got here...I am currently in recovery for 4 mental health diagnoses (depression, anxiety, PTSD and borderline personality disorder), all stemming back to multiple traumas and neglect, sexual and otherwise, in my growing-up years. I have always kept a soft spot for stuffed animals, dolls, toys, coloring, etc. and thoroughly enjoyed being able to revel in them with my own children (who are now two young adults and two teens, so nearly grown). Sometime in the last year, I watched the BBC documentary "The 15-stone Babies" and was just absolutely gobsmacked, fascinated and drawn in. The first time I saw the playroom that Kat built for herself I wept. I have since watched it probably 20 times, and realized that I have a little in me who very much needs to come out and explore as part of my healing process and my enjoyment of life.
At this point in time, I have no interest in diapers, just in being little...though that might change in the future as I see how far I need or want to regress.
My likes and personality as a little girl...I think I am 4 or 5 years old. Blue is my favorite color. I love all stuffed animals/plushies, especially sea creatures. I love Raggedy Ann, My Little Pony and Hello Kitty. I like to color with crayons and markers, go swimming, go to the zoo, and cuddle up in my jammies with my dolls and watch Pixar movies. :biggrin:
Blessings and light to all - looking forward to getting to know you.
I am brand new to the AB world and to this forum. Looking forward to reading, learning, and making online friends and both receiving and giving support.
How I got here...I am currently in recovery for 4 mental health diagnoses (depression, anxiety, PTSD and borderline personality disorder), all stemming back to multiple traumas and neglect, sexual and otherwise, in my growing-up years. I have always kept a soft spot for stuffed animals, dolls, toys, coloring, etc. and thoroughly enjoyed being able to revel in them with my own children (who are now two young adults and two teens, so nearly grown). Sometime in the last year, I watched the BBC documentary "The 15-stone Babies" and was just absolutely gobsmacked, fascinated and drawn in. The first time I saw the playroom that Kat built for herself I wept. I have since watched it probably 20 times, and realized that I have a little in me who very much needs to come out and explore as part of my healing process and my enjoyment of life.
At this point in time, I have no interest in diapers, just in being little...though that might change in the future as I see how far I need or want to regress.
My likes and personality as a little girl...I think I am 4 or 5 years old. Blue is my favorite color. I love all stuffed animals/plushies, especially sea creatures. I love Raggedy Ann, My Little Pony and Hello Kitty. I like to color with crayons and markers, go swimming, go to the zoo, and cuddle up in my jammies with my dolls and watch Pixar movies. :biggrin:
Blessings and light to all - looking forward to getting to know you.