mommyweener
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- Diaper Lover
Hi everybody!
I am a boy, coming from a family with four kids. I am the only boy in the family. I have an older sister who is now 25, and 2 twin sisters who are 2 years younger than me.
Like everybody here, I have a weakness : diapers. I have this special relation with them since I am 5. I have constantly been hypnotized by diapers every single time I saw a diaper. As it started when I was very young, I talked about this with my mom, because we have always been in a close relationship and we always had a lot of respect for each others. I came out to her, and told her that I wanted to have diapers again at age 7.
Her normal reaction was to tell me no, "diapers are for babies", and that I was a grown up now. She asked me if I was having problems holding back wee wee. So after telling her that everything was fine, I told her that I still wanted to wear diapers. I managed to explain her that I was looking for the sensations of the diaper on my bum and my wiener. I also asked her if she could put the diaper like I was a baby, and not a grown up. Obviously she was very surprised, but after a few minutes, she told me that she wouldn't put me back in diapers.
Since this day, and until I was 15 I have been asking her regularly if I could have diapers. She always turned me down with the same answer "diapers are for babies. I won't put you back in diapers my big boy!". Every time she also told me that she put enough diapers on me and my sisters, and that my sisters were not annoying her with diapers...
At age 16, I was finally able to buy my 1st pack of adult diapers. and when I put a diaper on, it was like heaven. But heaven was very short...mom found out my stash, while putting clean clothes in my wardrobe (they were not really hidden actually, so she wasn't snooping in my room. She actually never did this. She gave me all the privacy I needed). When I came back from school, she was waiting for me in my room, with the stash of diapers on my bed. We had a long discussion in my room, where I had to explain her why I love diapers so much, and I did something behind her back like buying diapers. I explained her that I was loving the sensations of wearing diapers. I also told her that I wasn't using the diapers, that I was only wearing them, and that it was like eating candies for me. She told me that when my twin sisters were babies, every time she was changing them, I was like hypnotized by seeing her changing diapers, and that until I was 3 I was extremely jealous of my twin sisters. After this, she said she was taking the diapers to the trash. I told her that if I bought these diapers behind her back, it was because she never gave me any other alternative. Every time I was asking her for diapers, she always refused. Then I sat on my bed and started crying in silence, and I became angry, and felling desperate.
6 months ago, my older sister gave birth to a baby boy. And my mom is always taking care of the baby. My sister is back to work, so her son is constantly at home. I can see mom putting diapers to the baby, because my room is in front of the bathroom. So I can see them during the change. I am very sad to have my mom refusing to put me back in diapers, and I don't know how to handle this any more. The worse is when I hear her saying "it's time to put a new diaper little boy! Mommy will take care of you my sweet angel..." I dream of being him...I dream of my mom saying this to me. I dream of mom putting me back in diapers. I feel desperate, and I don't know how to handle this situation properly...
I am a boy, coming from a family with four kids. I am the only boy in the family. I have an older sister who is now 25, and 2 twin sisters who are 2 years younger than me.
Like everybody here, I have a weakness : diapers. I have this special relation with them since I am 5. I have constantly been hypnotized by diapers every single time I saw a diaper. As it started when I was very young, I talked about this with my mom, because we have always been in a close relationship and we always had a lot of respect for each others. I came out to her, and told her that I wanted to have diapers again at age 7.
Her normal reaction was to tell me no, "diapers are for babies", and that I was a grown up now. She asked me if I was having problems holding back wee wee. So after telling her that everything was fine, I told her that I still wanted to wear diapers. I managed to explain her that I was looking for the sensations of the diaper on my bum and my wiener. I also asked her if she could put the diaper like I was a baby, and not a grown up. Obviously she was very surprised, but after a few minutes, she told me that she wouldn't put me back in diapers.
Since this day, and until I was 15 I have been asking her regularly if I could have diapers. She always turned me down with the same answer "diapers are for babies. I won't put you back in diapers my big boy!". Every time she also told me that she put enough diapers on me and my sisters, and that my sisters were not annoying her with diapers...
At age 16, I was finally able to buy my 1st pack of adult diapers. and when I put a diaper on, it was like heaven. But heaven was very short...mom found out my stash, while putting clean clothes in my wardrobe (they were not really hidden actually, so she wasn't snooping in my room. She actually never did this. She gave me all the privacy I needed). When I came back from school, she was waiting for me in my room, with the stash of diapers on my bed. We had a long discussion in my room, where I had to explain her why I love diapers so much, and I did something behind her back like buying diapers. I explained her that I was loving the sensations of wearing diapers. I also told her that I wasn't using the diapers, that I was only wearing them, and that it was like eating candies for me. She told me that when my twin sisters were babies, every time she was changing them, I was like hypnotized by seeing her changing diapers, and that until I was 3 I was extremely jealous of my twin sisters. After this, she said she was taking the diapers to the trash. I told her that if I bought these diapers behind her back, it was because she never gave me any other alternative. Every time I was asking her for diapers, she always refused. Then I sat on my bed and started crying in silence, and I became angry, and felling desperate.
6 months ago, my older sister gave birth to a baby boy. And my mom is always taking care of the baby. My sister is back to work, so her son is constantly at home. I can see mom putting diapers to the baby, because my room is in front of the bathroom. So I can see them during the change. I am very sad to have my mom refusing to put me back in diapers, and I don't know how to handle this any more. The worse is when I hear her saying "it's time to put a new diaper little boy! Mommy will take care of you my sweet angel..." I dream of being him...I dream of my mom saying this to me. I dream of mom putting me back in diapers. I feel desperate, and I don't know how to handle this situation properly...