LittleJess
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God, being transgender is driving me mental, I can't keep denying it from myself, it's driving me mental.
I'm unintentionally repressing myself, and it's driving me mental, no wonder I'm suicidal all the time, I hate suppressing myself.
To be honest with you, my body parts not matching my gender is driving me mental.
I can't keep living the lie of being male any longer, I'm a female and it's driving me bat shit insane hiding this from myself.
Having the wrong body parts is driving me mental, no matter how much I Keep denying or suppressing it from myself, it never works.
Diapers help me mentally with hiding the fact I've got the wrong body parts, maybe that's what drew me to diapers in the first place.
I'm a girl, and I Keep denying that, I'm trying to pass off as "male" but I'm not and it's causing some distress.
I DOn't know what to do, this is a major factor in my issues, other than what's going on at home, I've had a small break to try connect with myself, and work out who I am.
Is it normal to want to literally cut my male parts off? diapers help mask that but honestly I want my male parts GONE i want to "physically" match before it's too late.
sorry, but jesus chirst, this is driving me mental, never had a "inner" crisis like this before.
I'm unintentionally repressing myself, and it's driving me mental, no wonder I'm suicidal all the time, I hate suppressing myself.
To be honest with you, my body parts not matching my gender is driving me mental.
I can't keep living the lie of being male any longer, I'm a female and it's driving me bat shit insane hiding this from myself.
Having the wrong body parts is driving me mental, no matter how much I Keep denying or suppressing it from myself, it never works.
Diapers help me mentally with hiding the fact I've got the wrong body parts, maybe that's what drew me to diapers in the first place.
I'm a girl, and I Keep denying that, I'm trying to pass off as "male" but I'm not and it's causing some distress.
I DOn't know what to do, this is a major factor in my issues, other than what's going on at home, I've had a small break to try connect with myself, and work out who I am.
Is it normal to want to literally cut my male parts off? diapers help mask that but honestly I want my male parts GONE i want to "physically" match before it's too late.
sorry, but jesus chirst, this is driving me mental, never had a "inner" crisis like this before.