I posted on thread Hi everyone, I have read your posts for many years and I remember when you lost your wife, Your post on the the thread Hi everyone brought me to tears, as we lost a son 5 years ago at 41 and i know the pain you must feel, I know it never ceases but it does change in intensities both up and down. Just wanted you to have a big virtual hug. wanted you to know why i deleted it if you had seen it.