Hi Big Brother!! (Hug)
I haven't been on this site in what feels like forever. Don't want you to think I've been ignoring you
I don't think you're weird for cross dressing. In fact, I have friends that are into dressing in drag, and I also have a good friend that is transgendered. Plus, you and I are both on a website for people with diaper fetishes... Doesn't get much weirder than that
And if it helps with your creativity, there's nothing wrong with it ^_^
Congrats on you dull office job! I'm still looking for work in my field. But I've done some freelancing and have been teaching myself new software.
Also, I'm super jealous you're going to Japan!!! Happy for you, but also jealous hehe. If you couldn't tell, I've always wanted to visit Japan...