BabyKai
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- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
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I'm new to this stuff. I live with my parents so I have to be very secretive about it.
Luckily for me, I actually have special needs (that's a weird sentence, I've never really been thankful for being disabled) and many of the things that I need for my special needs is quite baby like. I have special sippy cups because I can't use normal adult cups and my parents bought toddler sippy cups because they are cheaper than the specialised ones for adults. I have a bed guards as I always roll out of my bed without it so my bed feels like a cot. I have loads of toys and my parents aren't bothered by that because my mental age is something of a 12 year old (a smart one, I'll admit :biggrin: ). I have special cutlery and bowls that look like a bigger version of a toddlers due to the fact I find it hard holding cutlery.
I've also used a pacifier since I've been born and I was never able to be weaned off it so seeing me walk around the house with a pacifier in my mouth is the norm.
I only learnt about the ABDL community a year ago. My parents and I watched a documentary on ABDL and they seemed quite weirded out by it saying things like they aren't right in the head or that they are disturbed. So of course, my immediate response was to be disgusted with myself.
I honestly don't know why I enjoy being treated like a baby... it's something I've always liked. When I was 10 and was still having to use diapers during bedtime, instead of being embarrassed, I enjoyed it immensely.
I've had a good childhood, nothing really awful happened to me besides some severe bullying during my school years. My parents treated me brilliantly. I never felt like I wasn't given enough attention growing up, in fact my older brother and sister were lovely to me and fed me my food when I was a kid because I had issues holding cutlery.
I'm just very weirded out by this. Any normal 19 year old would be mortified by being treated like a baby...
Anyway, I'm sorry for the long "rant". I'm just very nervous and know nothing about this commmunity. Also, I'm very confused.
Luckily for me, I actually have special needs (that's a weird sentence, I've never really been thankful for being disabled) and many of the things that I need for my special needs is quite baby like. I have special sippy cups because I can't use normal adult cups and my parents bought toddler sippy cups because they are cheaper than the specialised ones for adults. I have a bed guards as I always roll out of my bed without it so my bed feels like a cot. I have loads of toys and my parents aren't bothered by that because my mental age is something of a 12 year old (a smart one, I'll admit :biggrin: ). I have special cutlery and bowls that look like a bigger version of a toddlers due to the fact I find it hard holding cutlery.
I've also used a pacifier since I've been born and I was never able to be weaned off it so seeing me walk around the house with a pacifier in my mouth is the norm.
I only learnt about the ABDL community a year ago. My parents and I watched a documentary on ABDL and they seemed quite weirded out by it saying things like they aren't right in the head or that they are disturbed. So of course, my immediate response was to be disgusted with myself.
I honestly don't know why I enjoy being treated like a baby... it's something I've always liked. When I was 10 and was still having to use diapers during bedtime, instead of being embarrassed, I enjoyed it immensely.
I've had a good childhood, nothing really awful happened to me besides some severe bullying during my school years. My parents treated me brilliantly. I never felt like I wasn't given enough attention growing up, in fact my older brother and sister were lovely to me and fed me my food when I was a kid because I had issues holding cutlery.
I'm just very weirded out by this. Any normal 19 year old would be mortified by being treated like a baby...
Anyway, I'm sorry for the long "rant". I'm just very nervous and know nothing about this commmunity. Also, I'm very confused.