AdorableRabbit
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Yikes... my first thread! Kinda scary, but here goes...
So I think I'm coming to terms with my needs to play little and be babied, and my wife is super amazing about it. It has come up before so it's not like it's new, but I've pushed this down and away several times in our relationship. I guess I'm more accepting of me now, and I believe her more when she says that it's OK.
She's very supportive and even seems to be enjoying herself in a caring role in our ... playtime, but also at other times. The other day we had a few quiet moments to ourselves and she spontaneously asked to come sit on her lap. We cuddled and it was amazing and nice, and that's just one example of how she's encouraging me to play this way outside of our ... bedroom. She insists that she's OK with it and wants to be supportive of this...
The thing is, I've gone through lots of binge and purge cycles and I'm terrified that this is not going to be steady. I desperately *want* to lean into it a bit more. I'd like to introduce some, um.. toys into our playtime. You know ... maybe a paci, a bottle, some clothes ... maybe ... actually a ... baby print diaper. I've played with some on my own, but never with her, and we have some pretty ... involved ... rolepaying time, but never to the point of actually ... you know ... using my toys.
But I don't want to overdo it for myself or for her.
My question I guess is for all you folks who's managed to come to terms with your little needs and integrate some amount of this ... stuff... into your lives and into your partner's lives. How did you make that transition from shameful secret or habit that your tried to repress or hide (even if it had bubbled up before) into something ... stable? How did you manage to keep from going overboard?
So I think I'm coming to terms with my needs to play little and be babied, and my wife is super amazing about it. It has come up before so it's not like it's new, but I've pushed this down and away several times in our relationship. I guess I'm more accepting of me now, and I believe her more when she says that it's OK.
She's very supportive and even seems to be enjoying herself in a caring role in our ... playtime, but also at other times. The other day we had a few quiet moments to ourselves and she spontaneously asked to come sit on her lap. We cuddled and it was amazing and nice, and that's just one example of how she's encouraging me to play this way outside of our ... bedroom. She insists that she's OK with it and wants to be supportive of this...
The thing is, I've gone through lots of binge and purge cycles and I'm terrified that this is not going to be steady. I desperately *want* to lean into it a bit more. I'd like to introduce some, um.. toys into our playtime. You know ... maybe a paci, a bottle, some clothes ... maybe ... actually a ... baby print diaper. I've played with some on my own, but never with her, and we have some pretty ... involved ... rolepaying time, but never to the point of actually ... you know ... using my toys.
But I don't want to overdo it for myself or for her.
My question I guess is for all you folks who's managed to come to terms with your little needs and integrate some amount of this ... stuff... into your lives and into your partner's lives. How did you make that transition from shameful secret or habit that your tried to repress or hide (even if it had bubbled up before) into something ... stable? How did you manage to keep from going overboard?