- Diaper Lover
I wish my wife was ok with me wearing. I think it was 5 years ago in our marriage I started wearing. I think I always liked wearing when I was younger. It was my safe place. When I started again, it took me back to my innocence before my childhood got violated. That is a whole other story. When I let her know about my like for diapers she did not like it at all. After a few years she was tolerable. I haven't worn for almost a year now. Felt shamed and guilty wearing even though I tried to do it discreetly because I knew she didn't like it. Sometimes I need to wear at night. I miss that safe and secure feeling at night. She would not like me if I bought more and started wearing again. I try to use the excuse that I almost wet the bed or tell her that she almost had to clean the sheets again. Which is true, it almost happened. And the sometimes issues of leaky gut and IBS she knows about doesn't change her mind. Sorry for the TMI. Anyway, just having struggles being without wearing. Those of you that have supporting SOs are very lucky. What I would give to feel the safety and hug feeling of a nice, soft diaper.