I'll start by saying I'm the type of person that really enjoys the embarrassment of people knowing I'm wearing diapers...
This week I'm out in the midwest for work, but we're having terrible snowstorms so I'm mostly stuck in my hotel room without much to do. These tend to be the times when I get obsessed with diapers and related embarrassment. So I drove around to a couple stores in town yesterday looking for diapers, and then when they were ringing me up, I made sure to offer a comment along the lines of, "maybe next time I'll plan better so I don't run out during a blizzard." The purpose being to indicate that the diapers are for me as opposed to an elderly family member, etc....
Today I had an even better opportunity when I realized that housekeeping was on my floor and that they'd want to clean my hotel room soon. Better yet, both of the maids were cute, youngish girls (which for some reason makes the feeling of embarrassment even more enjoyable for me). So I placed a couple diapers in the bathroom where they'd be replacing the towels, and another couple on one of the nightstand shelves next to my bed along with some clean socks and undershirts. Essentially, I wanted to make sure it looked "organic", as if I stage these things around my room since "i'll need a change" when I wake up in the morning or when I get out of the shower. Conveniently, these are also areas that the maids can't possibly miss as they're doing their work. Anyway, I grabbed my computer, threw it in my backpack, and then on my way down to the "business center" of the hotel, made sure to comment to the maids, "I'm out of room 527 whenever you need to go there" so they'd know that I was, in fact, the person with the diapers in his room (once they went in there).
Questions for the group:
- Am I going too far? There are moments when I "come down off my high" when I feel legitimately guilty for subjecting others to my weird fetish. These girls are just trying to do their job and they walk in on something that has to be, at the least, a bit surprising/jarring to them.
-Would an actual incontinent person behave this way? In other words, do incontinent folks generally hide their diapers away in their suitcase, drawers, etc., so that people would never see them? Or is it reasonable to think they might set them out with the rest of their clean clothes just as a continent person might do?
-This question may be a dumb one, but... are there many people who appear perfectly healthy, have no issues walking around (i.e. no spine injuries), are of middle age, etc., who are actually severely incontinent? I'm generally at least somewhat healthy and athletic looking. I wonder sometimes if people would think there's no way I'd actually be incontinent.
Appreciate your feedback! Thanks everyone!
This week I'm out in the midwest for work, but we're having terrible snowstorms so I'm mostly stuck in my hotel room without much to do. These tend to be the times when I get obsessed with diapers and related embarrassment. So I drove around to a couple stores in town yesterday looking for diapers, and then when they were ringing me up, I made sure to offer a comment along the lines of, "maybe next time I'll plan better so I don't run out during a blizzard." The purpose being to indicate that the diapers are for me as opposed to an elderly family member, etc....
Today I had an even better opportunity when I realized that housekeeping was on my floor and that they'd want to clean my hotel room soon. Better yet, both of the maids were cute, youngish girls (which for some reason makes the feeling of embarrassment even more enjoyable for me). So I placed a couple diapers in the bathroom where they'd be replacing the towels, and another couple on one of the nightstand shelves next to my bed along with some clean socks and undershirts. Essentially, I wanted to make sure it looked "organic", as if I stage these things around my room since "i'll need a change" when I wake up in the morning or when I get out of the shower. Conveniently, these are also areas that the maids can't possibly miss as they're doing their work. Anyway, I grabbed my computer, threw it in my backpack, and then on my way down to the "business center" of the hotel, made sure to comment to the maids, "I'm out of room 527 whenever you need to go there" so they'd know that I was, in fact, the person with the diapers in his room (once they went in there).
Questions for the group:
- Am I going too far? There are moments when I "come down off my high" when I feel legitimately guilty for subjecting others to my weird fetish. These girls are just trying to do their job and they walk in on something that has to be, at the least, a bit surprising/jarring to them.
-Would an actual incontinent person behave this way? In other words, do incontinent folks generally hide their diapers away in their suitcase, drawers, etc., so that people would never see them? Or is it reasonable to think they might set them out with the rest of their clean clothes just as a continent person might do?
-This question may be a dumb one, but... are there many people who appear perfectly healthy, have no issues walking around (i.e. no spine injuries), are of middle age, etc., who are actually severely incontinent? I'm generally at least somewhat healthy and athletic looking. I wonder sometimes if people would think there's no way I'd actually be incontinent.
Appreciate your feedback! Thanks everyone!
In terms of tidiness, I imagine my room is among the cleanest in the hotel. Hopefully I'm actually making the maids' job easier than most guests - even if they find the diaper stack a bit odd.