runawaybunny
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Hello everyone. I am bunny. I hate to introduce myself on a negative topic but I really don't have any other way to do it. I have been little (thats what I always have called it) since before I was a legal adult. Like say, 15-16 till now. (I am 40) I have been blessed with good caretakers and Mommy/Daddies for pretty much the whole time. I KNOW that I am probably the exception and not the rule. I have always felt really bad for those who never get to express this way of life with a partner. That being said, I am going through a rough separation from my Mommy. And now I am seeing the downside of being the way I am. I MISS my Mommy. And I hurt, really bad. And I don't really know how to care for myself. What I mean is, I know how to bathe and go to work and stuff. I am actually a pretty tough man, as far as I work with my hands, I am into survival, preparedness, and firearms. By most metrics I am a mans man. But I am completely dependent on My Mommy for a million little things, emotional and practical. I think being little has set me up to suffer more than most people who find themselves single at my age. I have always been submissive. I am completely unorganized and overwhelmed. And I cry for my Mommy but she isn't my Mommy anymore. I don't even know how to wrap my head around that. I am not here to advertise for a new Mommy, I wouldn't be fit for a relationship right now, I don't think. But if there is anyone out there who can help me cope I could use it. I am sorry for this to be the way I introduce myself. I am not a bad person. I am just sad, scared, and overwhelmed. I love her but she doesn't love me anymore... The thing that caught my eye about this group is it says support community. I need some kind of emotional support. I can't hack it on my own. Thank you all for taking the time to read this, an I am sorry if this isn't the right place to post this. I just don't know what else to do.