NECottageNerd
Est. Contributor
- Messages
- 42
- Age
- 31
- Role
- Diaper Lover
- Little
- Incontinent
- Carer
I deal with nighttime incontinence. It’s typically with wetting but I do mess also from time to time. Much of the time it is while I’m asleep in which case I go without noticing. However, I do also get hit with strong urges to go while awake on a regular basis. Last night was a rough one. While I am an ABDL (which came after incontinence as a coping mechanism for it) there are still things which freak me out. I was still in regular clothes and talking to my partner when I began wetting. It was beyond embarrassing. Immediately I changed into a diaper to prevent further accidents. My partner reassured me that it was not my fault and that I had done nothing wrong. So a few hours go by and I’m laying on the couch when all of a sudden I feel a sharp pain in my butt and my face froze. My partner, who was sitting at the other end of the couch at the time noticed and saw me clutch my stomach in pain. She then asked if I had an accident. I told her no and that I’d try to make it to the bathroom. As I attempted to stand up I could feel the pressure at a breaking point, and the panic on my face was extremely evident. So my partner told me to just go, they threw a blanket over me and said they would never judge me for it. So….. I let go and my body immediately started pooping. I hadn’t gone in almost 2 days and never in front of someone to their knowledge, my partner no less. After I finished going, she lit a candle and told me to hold off on changing for about a half hour incase I had to go more. I love diapers and am glad to have a supportive partner, but it was so awkward.