I told it to my therapist, and she has been more than supportive... What I've learned is that a good therapist will understand that this is not going away. The objective must therefore be to learn to accept yourself, and to learn to balance your ABDL desires with the real life. To learn how diapers make you feel, and how you can canalize those feelings in your favor. I think she asked you that to help you understand those feelings. Best of lucks!!