Hi,
something happened that made me really sad and no one around me can really understand why I felt that way and why I couldn't just take it as a joke and I really need to share this with someone who might get it, so I'm sorry for bringing up a sad topic, but I need you guys.
Yesterday my boyfriend had a friend visiting us. It was all fine till he started throwing me my stuffed animals. That wasn't too bad yet, but then he took my favourite one - a little sheep I sleep with - by her ear and when I told him to stop it and give her to me (bc even though I rationally know it's just a thing, I feel like it hurts her), he just laughed and held her by her neck, which was even worse. He held her so I couldn't reach her. I was starting to feel desperate, so I told my boyfriend to tell him something, bc he knows how much I love her and that I hate when people do this. He normally is very understanding and treats her very gently, but this time he just laughed with his friend. I just felt like sitting on the bed and crying, which I didn't do, bc I had to act like an adult. But I felt so helpless and alone and betrayed, like I was a little child being bullied and the one person you think is your friend joins the bullies.
To make things worse my bf then took another one of my stuffed animals and suggested doing something really nasty to it (I can't even write it here). I then later explained that i really don't like when someone does this (in as mature way as I was capable of) and later discussed it with only my bf (in a less mature way) - they both appologized. But I still can't get over it. It did make me feel little, but not in a good way.
The bad thing is I can't share this with anyone I personally know, bc they can not possibly understand, which I get and respect. But I need to get this out. Does anyone know how I feel?
Thank you so much for reading this, I appreciate it a lot. <3
something happened that made me really sad and no one around me can really understand why I felt that way and why I couldn't just take it as a joke and I really need to share this with someone who might get it, so I'm sorry for bringing up a sad topic, but I need you guys.
Yesterday my boyfriend had a friend visiting us. It was all fine till he started throwing me my stuffed animals. That wasn't too bad yet, but then he took my favourite one - a little sheep I sleep with - by her ear and when I told him to stop it and give her to me (bc even though I rationally know it's just a thing, I feel like it hurts her), he just laughed and held her by her neck, which was even worse. He held her so I couldn't reach her. I was starting to feel desperate, so I told my boyfriend to tell him something, bc he knows how much I love her and that I hate when people do this. He normally is very understanding and treats her very gently, but this time he just laughed with his friend. I just felt like sitting on the bed and crying, which I didn't do, bc I had to act like an adult. But I felt so helpless and alone and betrayed, like I was a little child being bullied and the one person you think is your friend joins the bullies.
To make things worse my bf then took another one of my stuffed animals and suggested doing something really nasty to it (I can't even write it here). I then later explained that i really don't like when someone does this (in as mature way as I was capable of) and later discussed it with only my bf (in a less mature way) - they both appologized. But I still can't get over it. It did make me feel little, but not in a good way.
The bad thing is I can't share this with anyone I personally know, bc they can not possibly understand, which I get and respect. But I need to get this out. Does anyone know how I feel?
Thank you so much for reading this, I appreciate it a lot. <3