stareegirl
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Okay before anyone says anything I am aware of the problem and I have seen a doctor. It was a bad reaction to medication that caused my bladder issues, so the doctors agree it's better to avoid drugs if at all possible. All the test came back clear if anyones wondering about that. I'm been into age regression for awhile so I've gotten confidant in buying kids stuff, pull ups and even diapers. I didn't use to need protection until the doctors mistake after that being padded was not a comfort and wanted nothing to do with it. I do keep pull ups on hand I suppose it's still better than having a noticeable accident. But I rarely need them if I stay near a bathroom so there's not much to dispose of. Nighttime is a different matter I can't predict what my bladder's gonna do and I really should be wearing protection. But pull ups don't cut it they leak, I've looked into it and the only thing on the market that would work are tape up diapers, I wish they made pull ups for bed wetting. Buying actual diapers feels like a defeat and it makes me feel a lot worse about the situation. I know part of that is the stigma attached to it. I imagine part of my nervousness is due to joining this community and changes in my life. Someone from my past has moved in with me and I'd prefer to keep this problem to myself. We share a bathroom which is where I was keeping my diaper pail/ trash can and this new person is close to me so I can rarely go to the store without her. I'm having a lot of trouble buying and disposing of the product I need around my new room mate. I'm also conflicted because I don't want to refer to my protection as a diaper even if it is one and I really don't want to wear them. I've been staying up half the night to keep the sheets dry and on the rare occasion I do go to bed earlier I have to wash everything it's really annoying. I'm aware that I should just accept that I'm a bed wetter with some daytime accidents but I'm struggling with it.