matt1989 said:
Ok I promise this not clickbait this genuine a question. I have a family member who I helped raised and I'm not saying his age for privacy reasons let's just say his at that age where he ask questions and he was asking me about diapers. To be fair he live with grandma most his life I'm just basically his father figure although he see me moor uncle and grandma dos wear pull ups. I answer his questions as strate forward as I can but it left me thinking is all. Don't get me wrong I all was had my suspicions knowing him his whole life I definitely notice some things that probably only I would notice but I was hoping it was not the case but I fell today make make me feel 95% sure that it mite be the case. I feel like I'm in a delicate situation here. I feel like the best think I should do just stay quiet about and answer any questions that might come up. Leave my personal life out of it. I don't think I should have to say that but I just wanted to be clear about it and just let him ripping a hole in figure things out for himself. Maybe give him a small push in the right direction. I maybe over thinking this. On one hand I would hate for him to go through the same things I want throw but on the other I feel this is a journey hi has to take himself. I just hope he can fell costabile enough to be open to me if it is the case. I'm just asking am I doing the write thing am I over thinking this. CAN I GET HELP PLEAS!!! lol
Too often when we see others we want to help, we see a bit of ourselves in them. We feel the fear, the uncertainty, the shame, the self-loathing, and the loneliness in being an ABDL and we see some of those traits and possible hints and we want so badly to protect these people we love and care about to prevent them from that same hurt.
There are times in your life where you have to accept that you trying to help may actually make things worse...
I may be young, but I have worked with so many kids in my life and seen them grow from toddler to young adult and the hardest lesson has always been to let go as they grow older, because so often I have seen them as little kids and wanted to give them what I never had. Yet, some of my harshest lessons have been exactly why I am who I am today. For better or worse, I love myself exactly as I am. there are always things to improve on and change, so that I can grow and adapt in an ever changing world. There were definitely people who were there to help me when I needed them most. But there are some things I had to go through on my own. Not because people weren't able to help me, but because I needed those experiences in my life to help give me deep founded understanding on how to live the rest of my life.
Trust in this: You found out you were ABDL, right? You found a way to cope, you found a community to support you and you may have had to go through some serious hardships until you found some self-acceptance. Maybe you're still trying to find self-acceptance? the point being, deep down, you didn't need anyone to guide you on being an ABDL. You knew deep down that you were one and that made you naturally gravitate towards that side of you until you naturally found your guides when you were ready for them.
Imagine this: what if the kid isn't an ABDL? What if they have ABDL tendencies but they ultimately stem from other regressive phases in his life? Kids act things out to help them make sense of the world. Why does grandma have to wear pull-ups, I thought only babies wore pull-ups? What is a baby and did I only stopped being one when I started using the toilet? Do you become a baby again when you stop using the toilet? How do you cope with life when you're not a baby and people aren't doing things for you anymore? How did it feel to be a baby compared to how I feel now? Am I really that different from when I was a baby?
If he's an ABDL, he will know it eventually, and you won't have to guide him as one. You just stay present and there for him with open arms and an open heart so that he can approach you with ANYTHING. If he trusts that, he will trust talking to you about this. Or he won't. And if he doesn't that's okay, you're still there for him and you can still help guide him towards a happy fulfilled life even if you don't talk to him about ABDL.
Now imagine if he's NOT an ABDL. Imagine if he has confusing feelings and you explain to him that what he's feeling so he believes that he actually IS an ABDL. Now you have unintentionally manipulated and confused a kid into thinking that his questioning and acting out is actually something that you personally deal with. And it puts your personal business out there for a kid who shouldn't have to be a contributor to your little side. THAT will erode trust, and backfire horribly in your face where you only intended to help him and be there for him.
TL;DR Listen to the advice up top. Do what you're doing being an awesome uncle and let the kid come to you. You sound like you'll be there for him whether he's ABDL or not. Let him decide for himself who and what he is while you support him on his journey of self-discovery.