Angelic
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Since my regression today I feel like I want to have the bladder control I had as a child. It used to be quite weak and my family always had to sit next to the restroom in restaurants so I could make it on time. I was a frequent bedwetter although I am not sure if I wet the bed in my sleep or just did it apon awakening. I also used to mess myself until the age of 9.
Although this time I have diapers and I want to be incontinent to be put bluntly. I used to be incontient growing up then I stopped wetting myself altogether at age 11-13 and then my bladder and bowel became stronger and I can't even have an accidnet anymore! Basically I want to need diapers.
I always feel guilty when I pick up a pack of diapers because I don't actually need them. Even if I run out of diapers and have to use big girl pants I want to still have a genuine accident and feel the way I did growing up. I don'think I am dirty for this as it's me and always has been. I don't want to damage my kidneys or make myself ill, I just want to mentally detrain my bladder so I. An experience it again.
How would I come about this? How do I make my bladder back in the state it was as a child?
Although this time I have diapers and I want to be incontinent to be put bluntly. I used to be incontient growing up then I stopped wetting myself altogether at age 11-13 and then my bladder and bowel became stronger and I can't even have an accidnet anymore! Basically I want to need diapers.
I always feel guilty when I pick up a pack of diapers because I don't actually need them. Even if I run out of diapers and have to use big girl pants I want to still have a genuine accident and feel the way I did growing up. I don'think I am dirty for this as it's me and always has been. I don't want to damage my kidneys or make myself ill, I just want to mentally detrain my bladder so I. An experience it again.
How would I come about this? How do I make my bladder back in the state it was as a child?