Mom was a stay at home mom back in the early 50's. She babysat 2 small children, a brother around 3 yr. and a sister around 2 yrs. old.
The girl was still in diapers 24/7 and her brother still had to be diapered at bed time. Their mother was working rotating shifts so the kids would stay over night sometimes. I was about 5~6 yrs. old at the time, I watched mom change diapers throughout the day and bathe them in the evening before bed time. Then it was diapers and jammies for both and into bed. In someway, thinking back now, I was feeling a little bit detached from mom and dad was out on the road for up to two weeks at a time with his job. So at night time while mom was getting the little ones ready for bed, I would dress myself in as many boys "whitey tighties" under pants as I could put on, I'm guessing 8 to 10 pairs, then put on my pajamas over them, quickly turn out my bedroom light and hop into bed. At some point mom would come into my room to check on me and kiss me goodnight not being aware that I was thickly padded and imagining to be her little diaper boy once again. I'm 70 yrs. old now and I still wear cloth diapers and plastic pants to bed as often as possible.
Many ABDL's (myself included) have had to struggle with this desire to be a diaper baby much of our lives and have had to deal with all the limiting factors while hiding it from everyone else. Today I am able to rejoice in my very comforting baby mode (sometimes for hours) because my wife and 2 adult children know what I do and don't judge me for what I love. I'M FREE TO BE ME!