Diaperman95
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Went to the doctors in the city today. 1:15 min drive each way. Took my supplies and stuff as always. Out side the normal few bladder urges I had my stomach never turned over once or nothing. I get back in my home town and run by the small mom and pop pharmacy I use. I am standing in line I feel my stomach turn then a slight urge I squeeze down and it does nothing, a good deal of semi soft poop exits into the diaper. So of course there are about 7 people in the small 20 x20 lobby and they just kind of backed up from me. no one said nothing but I sure had a few eyes on me. I am about to walk back out and send the wife in and the call my name. So I walk back over and quickley pay for my meds and leave. I am about a min from home and another little bit just pushes out no real urge or nothing. By now it is getting very soft and when it is liquid goo I have no control and no feeling other than feeling it get warm in my diaper. So I get home and make a mad dash to the house and at the front door standing with the keys in my hand out it comes. I hardly even feel it in my diaper. Somehow my diaper had shifted sow the leak guard was in the middle of my crack. So everything left of the guard went down my left leg. All down the hall it just keeps coming. Buy the time I am in the restroom it is on my sock and puddling in my shoe. I am so glad the worst of it happened at home. But man I go in this pharmacy 2 o 3 times a week. I know they had to spray air freshener because it was bad. It made me want to puke. I had not shit since friday and had taken miralax and my linzess last night. I was in the hospital over the weekend and for what ever reason they held my linzess and it is what really keeps me from stopping up. Even on the max 290mg dose of it I normally have to take some mirlax. But I was so bloated and my gastroparesis was making me sick from being stopped up. So a least my stomach feels better. But I hate having the shits in public and know everyone in there new it was me.
To all people that think incontinence sounds fun I say... grow up! Just enjoy what you like when you like it. Because incontinence does not care where you are whom you are around and how full your diaper is. Even with it running down your leg on a diaper blow out , If the colon is not done it is going to keep dumping. Does anyone really think this sounds fun? Do not try to become incontinent.
To all people that think incontinence sounds fun I say... grow up! Just enjoy what you like when you like it. Because incontinence does not care where you are whom you are around and how full your diaper is. Even with it running down your leg on a diaper blow out , If the colon is not done it is going to keep dumping. Does anyone really think this sounds fun? Do not try to become incontinent.