Hi,
I’m not sure where I am on any scale or definition.
I’m not a clinician but I do certainly know I’m a sissy, I like being a baby girl, little girl, teeny and mature. When I’m a baby girl or toddler, I wear nappies and baby pants. When I’m older, then I think about what it is like for a girl, arguably these may be gay or given I may be transsexual they may not be. Just honest open fantasies.
Whilst I have never had any gay interactions, it doesn’t mean I haven’t thought or fantasised about it. Quite the contrary and my paci is of a particular shape that any sissy may want to practice on if you know what I mean. Like yourself I am a totally liberal person with regard to and gender beliefs and identities and apologise to anyone that may feel offended in anything I’ve said.
I find myself completely unable to open up to any family or friends about my secret life so, bottling it up is exactly what I have to do.
That said, I have strategies to cope, hide stuff and still have lots of fun. One of my outlets is right here to talk to others albeit I’ve not been a member long.
Be assured, you are not alone and I’m sure I speak for many here. We are here to support and help if we can.
Jenny. xx