I did not want to stop wearing diapers and rubber pants when I was a child, but did stop during the day when I started school, but still wore at night for bedwetting. I did ask mom if I could wear my diapers when we took long drives and my sisters were still wearing diapers so mom diapered me. I still wore at night though for bedwetting. By the time I was 17 I was no longer diapered, but I secretly longed to continue to wear my diapers and rubber pants. That love and desire continues today.