podmuse
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- Incontinent
I'm newly incontinent and in trying to cope. In December 2016 i began having issues from both ends barely making it to the bathroom and I explained this to my doctor and several tests later I was diagnosed with urge incontinence and I was diagnosed with ibs years ago. I unfortunately began having poop accidents when I was in college few years ago. In January after a humiliating accident I put myself in diapers and have been since January and now I feel like it's gotten worse. Urinary incontinence is still the same constant dribble before I need to pee however now since I'm diapered I just let go. But my bowels have a mind of their own. I generally have accidents at night or early in the morning at home but I was at work when I had my first ever poop accident. I felt a wave of sickness so I grabbed my bag and headed for the restroom a country mile from my work place and halfway there I had a huge blow out. Like nothing has worked for me and I feel helpless. I'm 23 and I told my mom of my issues (because I live with her) and she just thinks I'm lazy and mocks me. I don't know how long my issues will last but I have to say it's making me depressed. How would you deal with this?